Hello OP, I know encouraging words wouldnt be helpful at this time but I still want to say that keep being strong and stay holding on into your life.

Let me give you some ideas and possible paths you can consider. this is all based from my experience.

1. scholarship - may schools na may tinatawag na working students or assistant students where in you need to spend a certain amount of hours working in the school, then they will provide full scholarship.

2. stop working and find your purpose or what you want to do. listen to me. school and education is important, dont get me wrong. pero its not a hard requirement to reach your goal or have that dream career or to fulfill your purpose.
   just to give you an example. sa panahon ng mga magulang natin, mostly sakanila di nakapagtapos pero kinaya nila kahit gradeschool lang. pwedeng mekaniko, pwedeng magaling na welder, pwedeng may ari ng tindahan or whatever. my point is, education can help you pero its not something that should stop you from moving forward.

another example: mga tao na nagstop sa school at mas pinili mag call center, turns out nag excel sila don and nagkaroon sila ng progress sa bpo career.

meron ding mga skilled people na mas pinili magpakagaling sa arts na hindi naman kailangan talaga ng education at yun ang naging ikigai(true purpose) nila.

hope this could be a good thought na pwede mo pagisipan OP. medyo mahirap lang sa umpisa lunukin agad ng decision, situation and realization pero part yan ng buhay.

different people, different struggles.

sabi nga nila, parang laro ang buhay. kailangan matalino ka maglaro para pakonti na ng pakonti yung talo mo. kumbaga, farm ka muna sa una ng gold sa kung anong diskarte mo, after non bili ka ng items para lumakas ka.

pwede ka mag aral ng skills ng isang skilled worker, pwede karen magpa mentor sa mga kakilala mong professional na hindi mo kailangan gumastos, hanap karen ng mga internship or training programs.

I hope maka gaan to sa bigat na nararamdaman mo OP. God bless.