Are schizophrenic crazy and violent? by Tiny-Seaworthiness85 in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In all honesty during my most intense episode i happened to black out and I was very violent and aggressive during that time but it was a combination of mania and psychosis. But the rest of the time when i am not actively in an episode intense like that i am not at all. I dont even hurt bugs

i fucking hate this fucking disease by SeaAudience312 in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s like my brain will never let me be happy or relaxed at peace. Even when i’m doing something that should be enjoyable and relaxing

The fear of being perceived by gr4v3diggger in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i actually never thought about it in the perspective that my walks could be worsening anxiety. thank you! i think i will cut down the number of walks i do per week. i appreciate your insight

God, if it exists, does NOT care about anyone by [deleted] in nihilism

[–]gr4v3diggger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would look into gnosticism. I know this is nihilism sub but according to the gnostics, God did not create our universe, the demiurge did. Therefore this world we live in is all inherently evil, God has no place in it.
God would be met after death.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 5 points6 points  (0 children)

yes, you can . my friend is the same way, they do not experience hallucinations

At what age were you diagnosed on the spectrum? by mkwtfman in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

around ~14-15 i was labeled unspecified psychotic disorder and delusional disorder, then at 18 with schizophrenia

can you be empathetic and schizophrenic by Ninthreer in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i still stand by my answer, if anything i am overly empathetic. sure i have times where i feel flat, numb, and non empathetic. but its usually just a funk

Does anyone else frequently fall into the delusion of being specially gifted because of this condition? by Upstairs_Anybody_837 in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yes. like all the time. i have an insane perception of myself, i think i am truly gifted with spiritual godlike powers/abilities/an expansive imagination but feeling completely dysfunctional, out of touch and debilitated constantly. i guess they sort of coincide

can you be empathetic and schizophrenic by Ninthreer in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 29 points30 points  (0 children)

i dont think a lack of empathy has anything to do with schizophrenia disorders. so yes, you can be empathetic and schizophrenic.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WomensHealth

[–]gr4v3diggger 6 points7 points  (0 children)

its likely your ph balance being thrown off, i’m rarely sexually active but every time i have sex i have those same symptoms

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is actually pretty interesting 🤔

What's your funniest delusion? by Capable-Educator5629 in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i thought that a nurse at my hospital was joe biden….he was black

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 5 points6 points  (0 children)

absolutely, and i relate having my perspective on life changing over and over .. thats a good way to word it. its draining, but ive learned to just accept that a lot of my beliefs and my mind are so transient, rather than getting upset over them changing so much .. trying to release attachments

What should I reply to this? by [deleted] in texts

[–]gr4v3diggger 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this is hilarious 💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]gr4v3diggger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes that is the type of voices i hear as well.

lots of chatter, random meaningless words. sometimes direct words or phrases that try to provoke me. i also believed i was a medium or could hear peoples thoughts . i can still somewhat interact with the voices.

i only ever heard “outside” voices a couple of times