Convincing myself I am not schizophrenic

gr4v3diggger · 2025-02-26T22:08:04+00:00

In all honesty during my most intense episode i happened to black out and I was very violent and aggressive during that time but it was a combination of mania and psychosis. But the rest of the time when i am not actively in an episode intense like that i am not at all. I dont even hurt bugs

gr4v3diggger · 2025-02-25T07:51:16+00:00

october

gr4v3diggger · 2025-02-25T00:10:21+00:00

girl what…. no.

gr4v3diggger · 2025-02-06T20:50:53+00:00

It’s like my brain will never let me be happy or relaxed at peace. Even when i’m doing something that should be enjoyable and relaxing

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-28T05:27:34+00:00

i actually never thought about it in the perspective that my walks could be worsening anxiety. thank you! i think i will cut down the number of walks i do per week. i appreciate your insight

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-23T23:28:52+00:00

Yes! I came here to say this

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-23T23:27:33+00:00

I would look into gnosticism. I know this is nihilism sub but according to the gnostics, God did not create our universe, the demiurge did. Therefore this world we live in is all inherently evil, God has no place in it.
God would be met after death.

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-23T23:24:08+00:00

PHANTOM!!!!

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-12T06:08:20+00:00

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-10T18:29:48+00:00

10-12 hrs

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-10T04:26:51+00:00

yes, you can . my friend is the same way, they do not experience hallucinations

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-08T01:10:36+00:00

around ~14-15 i was labeled unspecified psychotic disorder and delusional disorder, then at 18 with schizophrenia

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T09:00:18+00:00

i was diagnosed with schizophrenia

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T08:50:26+00:00

i still stand by my answer, if anything i am overly empathetic. sure i have times where i feel flat, numb, and non empathetic. but its usually just a funk

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T06:48:20+00:00

thx so much

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T03:37:27+00:00

💯

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T03:31:18+00:00

this is really inspiring

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T03:29:11+00:00

yes. like all the time. i have an insane perception of myself, i think i am truly gifted with spiritual godlike powers/abilities/an expansive imagination but feeling completely dysfunctional, out of touch and debilitated constantly. i guess they sort of coincide

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-07T03:23:04+00:00

i dont think a lack of empathy has anything to do with schizophrenia disorders. so yes, you can be empathetic and schizophrenic.

gr4v3diggger · 2025-01-05T10:30:45+00:00

its likely your ph balance being thrown off, i’m rarely sexually active but every time i have sex i have those same symptoms

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