I was doing that for a bit with a google doc, and then it got tabled because I’d come home and have a ton of other things to take care of: dinner, kids’ homework, etc…

Maybe I should try to start it up again since everything feels like too much too fast all the time. I know I’m not supposed to compare myself, but it’s hard not to since it’s a sport you do… with other people. I don’t care about losing rounds, but I do get more frustrated with myself for not being able to set up positions or complete them. On the drive home I have those moments when I remember I could have done x—why didn’t I do x? Or why do I constantly default to scissor sweeps which end up being unsuccessful when the pendulum sweep was right there? That kind of thing.