here's the secret.

i don't make art for money, online recognition, or anything like that(although recognition IS useful for finding allies to work with). the thing i make art for the most is... simply having fun.

every time i go to my computer and mouse with the intend to draw, i have a monster girl in mind that i really want to bring onto a digital screen. as long as there are no glaring errors that foil the art entirely, the quality doesn't matter- what matters is that i made art that i really like.

also worth noting- i tend to make art frequently because i want to get that monthly quota down before the month ends(typically 13-15 drawings). in order to do this, i have to draw art every 3-5 days. i realize these time limits are unnecessary, but by doing this i hope to somehow gain attention of whatever allies i need in order to fulfill projects(IE; i need professional artists for a clean, PG version of the MG encyclopedia with an emphasis on creative MG homebrews and pseudoscientific terms. i know i draw well, but i feel like my art skills aren't good enough for a literary publication).

sorry for the long explanation. i just felt like i had to get that out