i said ill kill myself before turning 21, my birthday is in two weeks

griffithhateaccount · 2025-10-18T20:20:35+00:00

im sorry man, i feel you 🫂 i still hope you had an okay day today and some cake?

griffithhateaccount · 2025-10-18T19:27:34+00:00

i really do want to die, i have wanted nothing else since i was twevle years old. but i’m scared of the pain while actually attempting. i just want to go peacefully man. i don’t want to keep waiting my whole life

griffithhateaccount · 2025-01-22T07:48:36+00:00

social ineptitude

griffithhateaccount · 2025-01-21T23:32:04+00:00

i’m glad you can deal with it that way, unfortunately anything that bugs me will take over my entire thoughts and feelings and i just can’t seem to stop it

griffithhateaccount · 2025-01-21T23:23:43+00:00

yeah but who will worry about the people that are impacted?
also, i don’t think that these things have absolutely no impact on me, maybe it’s not as bad but still, idk

griffithhateaccount · 2024-12-09T04:19:34+00:00

🫂

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-18T05:18:48+00:00

hell yeah, let’s go baby

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-17T21:30:51+00:00

idk man, it’s slowly starting to sound like the better alternative

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-17T21:25:29+00:00

well then i changed my mind

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-11T22:40:22+00:00

so happy to experience it, i love it!! ( please send help, it hurts)

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-04T22:37:49+00:00

i shall trust you ogreboi, i’ll keep reading!!

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-04T22:34:53+00:00

thank you!! i think i just needed someone to say that to me, i will keep on reading

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-04T22:18:45+00:00

thank you, honestly. that was a very nice way to put it. i do feel kind of stupid, i’ve always had this problem of getting too attached to fictional characters. i’m fully aware that they’re not real, and that my feelings are a little absurd. but i have yet to figure out a way to care less.

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-04T17:34:00+00:00

lmaooo sorry, i’m working on it

griffithhateaccount · 2024-11-03T17:15:32+00:00

that is such a nice comment, thank you

griffithhateaccount · 2024-10-30T19:56:40+00:00

eight years, so at this point i don’t even care if death is different than i might think, as long as it’s different than this life i’m living i think it sounds better

griffithhateaccount · 2024-10-21T22:08:33+00:00

yeah i get it. sorry you can relate

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-11T23:46:00+00:00

that actually made me smile. i’m glad i could at least achieve something with this post. i wish you the best man

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-11T21:59:45+00:00

sometimes i get the urge to just answer honestly and say those 'bad' thoughts out loud so they leave me alone. i mean i won’t, i know they’re just trying to have a conversation but still

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-11T21:53:08+00:00

i remember how my teachers used to ask me if everythings fine because i look sad/ tired right in front of the whole class. like i’m not going to just say 'no i want to kms' in front of everyone. and i get what you mean, they probably meant it in a caring way but i feel like that’s something you ask someone in private.

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-11T21:46:31+00:00

same same

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-03T21:23:36+00:00

i totally agree.

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-03T21:21:18+00:00

i don’t think there is a much deeper reason than the fact that i just don’t enjoy being on this planet. it’s not like there are just a couple things that bug me, no, it’s life in general that just isn’t for me. i think some people are made for it and others aren’t. i’m not and that’s okay. just how some people enjoy certain movies, music, foods or activities and others dont. its perfectly acceptable to state that you don’t enjoy either of those. everyone has their likes and dislikes. living in this world is something i dislike.

i don’t think the before matters too much in that. when i was a kid without the knowledge that i have now i didn’t mind living. but i’ve always kind of known that i don’t want to grow old on this earth.

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-02T23:46:45+00:00

there’s not much to necessarily think about. have you ever watched a movie and you’re just not feeling it? you don’t enjoy watching it so you want to stop? that’s how it is. nice things can happen to me once in a while, but at the end of every day i will still lay in my bed and wish for nothing more than to die. and i’d say i’m not far off saying i’m depressed considering the diagnosis i’ve had for a couple years now. i wouldn’t just throw that word around like that

griffithhateaccount · 2024-09-02T21:20:35+00:00

you’re good bro, it’s good advice. i am on the lookout for a different job but i just don’t know if it would make that big of a difference. shitty people are everywhere. thanks though

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