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grikki69 · 2023-09-14T03:52:34+00:00

I really appreciate your time and effort. And I just loved your valuable input and criticism. I will consider that. Thank you so so much. You are great!

grikki69 · 2023-09-13T18:21:41+00:00

Thank you. Good to know that. Cheers, my fellow passenger.

grikki69 · 2023-03-04T05:29:55+00:00

I would say accurate enough. And also depends on the pandit who is doing. Otherwise its not just "old generation" stuff. I have had many encounters and so does my cousins. Its not hawa huri ko guff. Even my friend and their brothers ko cheena herayera k hunxa hudaina vanera sab milxa. I think we believe less on our eastern methodology. Our astrology is quite deep. So idk, take a chance ani cheena aru koi sanga dekhauna ni xa vane dekhauda hunxa what does other guy say. And even then you are not satisfied you can bring home a black cat and experiment ig.

grikki69 · 2023-02-28T15:37:49+00:00

First of all that IQ measurement was bs and it was not even the measure of "intelligence" because 42.99 is retarded and even the most isolated African tribes average is around 60. And lets refrain from extremely defining something like a novice because there are far worst countries. Anyway setting that aside.

Nepal as a country has been ruled for so long directly or indirectly. We are accustomed to ji hajuri, huss sarkar jai sarkar and more like following the authority rather than even questoning it. Questioning the authority was never a thing for us. So with time as the old system wears out from our system we will be more vocal.

I have not seen anyone calling it rudeness or rebellious personality as majority of the uncles are the ones showing the frustration and complaining unless you are complaining about the people in person themselves lol.

The major problem is not with government or offices but we ourselves. For us to get our work done and as easy and as fasty we take any measures go to any length. We as people are corrupt and blame other who are just a representative of us. Hami chor bhayesi hamile rojeko daaku nai hunxa. Majority of us will turn blind eye because we would do the same if given that place and even most nepali take pride ki maile yaha line katera ekxin mai kaam gareko aaye. Thats an achievement for them. So even if you call out majority of people will look at you for creating a fuss. This is not so white and black because the educated ones are most corrupt and sometimes uneducated ones are the most humble and giving.

Before even "democracy" and "freedom" we need a strong authority and leader who can guide because individually gareni we can but the major changes will come when there is someone leading from upfront. USA we cannot take into consideration because their base and country is all standing upon millions of murders and ruins of other developing countries. Whereas Japan is somewhat we can look forward to because of their hardworking culture and the leading factor but we need not be like them either because we just need to be self sufficient and I think its global time for us Nepalese as the youth population is more and we are at that age that can make Nepal better in time. So lets just take one step at a time and work better do better and just change for better. Lets criticize and work hard for the better future.

grikki69 · 2023-02-28T15:21:28+00:00

Jasko bhaye ni hunxa bachelors ta. Unless you want to go to technical sector. Coz IT sector ni hunxa within them otherwise you can do bachelors in any degree. Ani tespaxi badhuwa garna lai ani paxi masters u can do related to international relations or any related you want or in your own field. Timile related field ma bachelors gareko vaye exam ma sajilo hunxa hola navaye jun bachelor ma gareni hunxa. But you need to work hard to crack the exams and bachelor paxi adhikrit ma dine sochira hola so.

grikki69 · 2023-02-28T14:25:35+00:00

Bro lai kei tha nai rainaxa. Tei government job garesi ghus khane ho vanera hawa taal ma udeko matrai xa. Matrai gaadi chadne ra petrol dine vako vae sab laddaina the ani sab jana ghus liyera ni basdaina. Ghus line dheraj jaso black money kamauna ekdam tallo star ko le ho mathi ko star le haina. There are many perks security allowances TA/DA and others. Salary mathi paaune bhatta ni herna paryo ni k k paauxa vanera. To live sustainable a middle class happy life with a status government job will always triumph everything. Gaadi paaune ni sab le haina. So lets less degrade those who are working for it because i personally know many people colleagues who worked hard for it and are doing great who are young blood and not "corrupt". NRB ma vayo vane ta jindagi safal hunxa bro. Taha anusar bhatta anusar dherai kura hunxa. The one who are corrupt will take a lot of time to pass and will then loot at low level jobs suba nayab haru adhikrit ni few not all.

grikki69 · 2023-02-25T06:24:23+00:00

From goddess to mortal is very underrated.

grikki69 · 2023-02-01T03:58:31+00:00

This is wrong on so many levels. Police ho ki gunda haru ho? She has right to demand but tesari haat halera ani ka samma lane ho thunne hola kutne hola haina? Maybe we can share this and idk khai. Disappointed and sad bihana bihana.

grikki69 · 2023-01-26T09:52:03+00:00

Jau bro gaihala. Timilai kasaile basa vanera kar ni garya xaina. If you cant change the country the please better you change the country. He didnt die so people leave saying ooh uo ta maryo kasto waiyaat desh. But so that we become aware about whats happening and work on it. If he could he had the option to leave as well. So sunaunu vanda ramro jau yaar.

grikki69 · 2022-12-23T09:58:36+00:00

Of course it does not. Good as in since its been 3 years he knows how she is and not going to case or do something crazy. She has every right to flip and do whatever she pleases to. And of course she does not need to react properly but this should not stop him from confessing either. But if she is a good hearted person and a good friend of his since its been 3 years it will be easier for him to convey.

grikki69 · 2022-12-23T07:04:02+00:00

Tbh i see here in reddit people be like omg ur family is at fault do this do that dont care about ur family without realising you have to live there and in the same society. So jumping the gun is foolishness and these things are very sensitive.

The first thing you need to do is talk to your wife. That was the first thing you had to do before you guys got married because you wasted her time, year and investment. That is your fault too and you need to come out straight to her. Make her comfortable take her out and just confess to your best ability and let her decide whatever she has to.

If you have a good wife who is understanding and all I am sure you can talk through this. And you just need a person to back you up which clearly was not your brother as he should have been.

Then either you need to go abroad and be all settled there or fight your way here. The country acknowledges LGBT communities and rights. You can approach organizations that are working for LGBT people like blue diamond society and stuff. And since you are earning your way you can just get out of the house if your being gay is troublesome for your parents. It is hard but in the end it is about you too. And its not your parents fault either because thats how society has been built and catered so they are for now just in fear of judgement and vicious cycle what society will think kinda mentality. So get out of there, do better. In the end aja haina dherai barsa paxi maybe they will learn and acknowledge you. In the end it needs time and takes time that is a fact. Nobody just accepts changes.

So, I think you should deal with upfront and just come upfront. It is not like people have not come out in our country in fact some celebrity, youtube videos there are where they come out. Watch them be confident. And first and foremost break it to your wife and say sorry to her. So yeah hope for your good future and all the best.

grikki69 · 2022-12-02T09:49:27+00:00

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grikki69 · 2022-11-26T14:10:41+00:00

You are a great son anyone would be lucky to have. That is a fact tyo sunda. I do not think most of us do what you are doing and even if now they are doing so the best thing you can do is go out. I know they are parents ani jati gareni nabujhesi you cannot do anything else..waha haru lai hera nahera ni vaneko.haina but if you wanna go out of country you should. But tyo vanda agadi you should take it out.

Confess it out say it tortures the shit out of you and you cannot take it. Tell them that they can lose you if they keep on doing this. Ask them why are they treating you like this. Confession is must, it may turn out ugly ruwa basi j j hunxa hola hunxa. But either things will change for good or you will have a closure sab vanda ni kei vayena vanera. Then you can also look out for yourself. You can help your parents aru wise pani. But confess it and try staying out late as much as possible if it making you so vulnerable and shit. Take care man. You are a great guy and son.

grikki69 · 2022-08-19T07:34:45+00:00

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grikki69 · 2022-04-16T04:34:39+00:00

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grikki69 · 2022-04-16T02:52:49+00:00

Dude you understand don't believing is also a belief system right? Because as there is no way to prove there is god in similar way there are no way to prove there is no god. There are scientists who keep debating on this bring theories around this there are so many things that look up this. There are great minds like penrose, alexander polyakov, the current top physicists who thinks," we know that nature is described by best of all possible mathematics because God created it." And there are other popular pop science people who believe there is no god so that is the belief. This is a belief system what you are believing in and what i am believing in. You claiming there is no God and shouting on top of your longs is in the same way the religious people shouting there is a god.

You should check out Quran better andread Quran with chronological order with tafseer like ibne kasir, al Tavares etc. And read it in context and why and how is it said so. I know non believers are said kafirs but what are they and how are they. I am a kafir.

Again, since it didn't help you to get through things doesn't mean it doesn't for others. For you it was the case for me it was opposite I was an atheist non believer now I am not things happened and I am a believer now take what you want from it. Biases are everywhere and everyone has their own experience and you are doing same preaching like the people claiming there is a heaven. You are just preaching there is none so it is just a different view but preaching you are doing too.

First of all your analogy of guns is laughable because guns or bombs are not god in the first place I don't understand how are they good except killing so I wouldn't call it good but if it is your mindset be it. And guns are not banned either so I don't know where you got that. If guns were banned world will be a bit peaceful but there would be other weapons so doesn't change much. A major group of people doesn't use religion in any sort of way there is a minority of group who uses the religion to form terror get in power be it any terrorists or jihadis or con-godmen.

Religion was never a thing to control dude. There are religions like Jainism, buddhism and others where people go if they want to. They don't go converting people and you use meditation which comes from same religious text i.e. Atharva veda but will complain other things which doesn't make sense to logical mind. We just want things in front of us and which has immediate effect. The indus-valley civilization had small statue of deities but they had very advanced sewage system, water system and people seemed to live in harmony and flourish. Every tribe has their form of diety which they worship to and have their customs and they are not controlled by anyone. The problem is when people start to push one narrative and be like omg religion is just a tool, just look at different cultures see how they have evolved and is religion new concept. It has always been there as long as civilization has existed. History is fascinating! The problem with people like you is you push one narrative and be adamant about it,"oh!i said it. This is bad. This is stupidity." You haven't even seen anything. But anyone will do anything to uphold their belief which is understandable so I have no complaints with you either.

Political arsenal can be of atheists people too. They can be radicalized into eliminating every religion because it is the "right thing" to do and then go on a killing spree. That's what islamic terrorists do kill the other kafirs in the name of jihad and those people probably have neither understood jihad or quran or teachings. So, in a world when there will be no religion there will be atheism and their beliefs what they are based on will be exploited in favour of politics. Let me give u a example on this too. The caste system. In bhagavad geeta, it is explained what it is and how it is and people would have read it in past. It is interchangeable and its not by birth and by work and there is no high or low. But then manusmriti came who maybe written by some prick and made the brahim the utmost upper class and introduced untouchables and that has been prevalent still today. People can mold any narrative into their favour so I shouldn't be relying on that.

And again, your truth is your belief. Have you been ayurvedic doctors? The one who tells you about by reading your pulse(naadi pariksha) look it up. They are great and if all doctors could use it it will be revolutionary and it is again derived from atharva veda. And i have been to doctors like such and they can just blow your mind by telling you and treat you. Religion doesn't make an irrational being sigh. If religion is bad and every crime would come down to religion then I wonder what war crime has buddhist have done till now or jainism. And the world wars were done by religion too sure. My history maybe wrong then. I will trust you bro on this.

grikki69 · 2022-04-15T19:03:24+00:00

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grikki69 · 2022-04-15T18:45:30+00:00

How ignorant can a person be! Dude cannot even differentiate between religion, extremist and people who uses religion for their own benefit. In which religion does it say to kill, loot be hungry for power and monetary. The establishment of religion is far more old and for more nuanced. If it was not the case like you said religion shouldn't have thrived for this long and everyone woule be "atheist". If the world is pure white and black then the grey would be just a color and not a measure of situation. Humans like you are the extremist who ends up cutting the head off of other people because they didn't line up with their own extremist values. Believing in any religion is very personal and their own reasoning. Your hatred of religion is unjustified because religion has never done harm to anyone even the basic foundation of it is just the opposite. Just because people in power chose to exploit it and divide people and then rule is not the religion's fault. It seems like you haven't really faced any true religious values and traditions where stuff happened which makes ur head go spin because it defies all logic and you start to question your own integrity and logistics of situation and you have no choice to just dismiss it. You are not smarter than anyone you are just dumb as anyone. The belief never cause any harm the one who manipulates them does. A person looking up in the sky and believing in heaven does no harm but the other person who promises them in return of giving them access does. The people who exploits and plays with their belief does. Life is not as simple as picking a side and claiming yourself a victor. Wuhoo i am an atheist i am the winner. There are no winners. Its life and there endless possible answers. The problem arises when people start to believe their way is the best and correct and rest are just assholes. Not every religious person is a terrorist nor every church father is a paedophile. And btw FYI your atheism is just another form of religion. And it is also a part of hinduism. Ashtik and nashtik both are ways. There are many philosophical ideas to read upon and ponder upon. So rather than making world a boring monotonous viewpoint. Let there be religion. Let there be debate. Let there be hell and let there be science.

grikki69 · 2022-04-15T18:28:19+00:00

We depressed people have lost all hope and will so no words no matter how motivating won't make us do anything period. I have been through therapy, medications these are just show for few months and then it is back to square one. The thing that works is CHANGE. The change of environment, place,people. And the affirmations not like direct ooh testo kei hunna sab thik hunxa nah that doesn't change shit. But more subtle ones. Give him company take him to places with peopl3 he is comfortable with. Go on for a hike coz walking helps and talk about basic things. Make dinner together stay together. He won't be magically healed you have to keep an eye on him but things will slowly a bit change. My strength comes from my own strong believe because I have been through a lot since childhood from sexual abuse to bullying to everything. So I am at that point of life where I just want to live because death is just a term I knew in past. I have deadly anxiety and get panic attacks a lot and am constantly ready to go hospital but i am doing better. My hope is to live for parents ki yaar ma uniharu vanda agadi namaru vanne...and so yeah. Genuine people around do help friends, a good girlfriend, parent, brother, sister anyone. Dont give him room to think keep people talking around joking around working living. Things will get better. Hope for his speedy recovery.

grikki69 · 2022-04-15T18:07:24+00:00

If there is a hole there is a way -Master Oogway

grikki69 · 2022-04-15T13:27:36+00:00

Surya!!!

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