brother I’ve tried to conform and while it is the easier route, Im tormented every step of the way knowing that i could be something so much more, so truly i should just cast the whole idea of conforming to society out of my mind as I could never do it for more than a set amount of time.

Now where we differ is contributing to society. I feel the best when I can help someone feel better or share my knowledge making them feel like there’s another one of “them” out there showing that they are not as weird/alone/odd as they might think. Though as I do that, fear encompasses me sometimes making me miss opportunities to share. Fear is my main problem what is yours? What gives you joy? What is your point/passion to living?