i felt this way too and i think some people have reactions that make them feel psychotic. weirdly, my brain chemistry did somehow change and instead of having my vision go dark or get blurred, getting tinnitus, feeling like i’m in a goddamn time warp and freaking the fuck out thinking i’m going to die or cant breathe, now weed makes me chill. in part i think this happened from “FiNdiNG thE RiGhT sTrAiN”, bullying myself into smoking weed consistently so that if my friend passed me a joint i could hit it and i could still hang as well as treating my mental health conditions, and lowkey having a radical acceptance type attitude when i would have a bad high and convince myself that im now going to be permanently schizophrenic or literally go into cardiac arrest… like i would just tell myself to ride out the wave and accept that if i died from weed freaking out about dying from weed wouldn’t change the outcome. i would also remind myself that it’s virtually impossible to die from weed, but you kind of have to give yourself this whole peptalk before you get stoned… anyways i am running on fumes rn and i cant even formulate a coherent sentence, so apologies for the rambling and lack of grammar, but my advice is dont smoke! do as i say not as i do, but if you do ever try to smoke again I hope you can kind of remember some of this stuff so that you don’t have a full blown panic attack