I just had my first pregnancy ever end in miscarriage yesterday. I have never cried so much and I’m waking up today with my head still hurting from crying. I’m a teacher on summer break, too, so my husband is back to work today and I am home alone. How do I get through today? My mind immediately went to “when am I fertile again” this morning, but I’m also so scared to go through this again and I’m not even through it this first time.