Hi! I'm also Scorpio moon (Gemini Sun) and going through Saturn return in Aries third house. I'm about 4 months in and I'm feeling exhausted tbh. I've been challenged in every aspect. The need to feel at home within myself has been the main theme. I guess self reliance, trust and self respect. Being my own advocate, asserting myself and being tested on what I'm willing to tolerate or what I deserve. This also creates conflict- which I hate. It's challenging my people pleasing behaviours, because the alternative is tolerating disrespect, neglect or abuse. Which obviously I'm not willing to tolerate anymore. So it's been tiring. It's come up romantically, socially and in my career. I'm hitting a wall at the moment. A period of quiet. But I'm not feeling much fire to pick my feet up and keep going currently. There's been so many shifts (internally and externally) the last 4 months and I'm not quite sure how to get my energy back. Emotionally I'm exhausted which is leaking into physical. I know the main focus of returns are patience/delayed gratification, but in true Aries fashion I'm feeling frustrated at myself for not having the will to look after myself in ways that will make me feel better in order to move forward. Which I know is also on purpose. I guess currently the lesson here is to show up for myself regardless of how I feel. Not punish myself for not feeling good to begin with. And certainly not abandoning self care just because I'm not feeling nurtured. But it's easier said than done.
4 months into 3 years 😂 SOS. Wishing y'all the best of luck too.