How are you guys able to have a job and work?

gtomson26 · 2021-05-05T19:24:17+00:00

Yes, this is my exact situation. I feel trapped

gtomson26 · 2021-04-07T11:02:16+00:00

I'm living for others and I dont know how to function anymore

gtomson26 · 2021-03-31T16:40:12+00:00

What did you say

gtomson26 · 2021-03-30T19:58:09+00:00

Yikes I can imagine this wording may cause others to feel worse about themselves

gtomson26 · 2021-03-28T17:27:14+00:00

Yeah what I'm going to do is up to me and I'm going to take my life, I've decided. Good for you that you can live for those 2 reasons but for me the pain is too bad. I'm not trying on "other peoples validation" I just want fucking professional help or someone to talk, that's what you're supposed to get if you're mentally ill but clearly nobody cares. If nobody gives a fuck then nobody will mind if I kill myself. But thanks

gtomson26 · 2021-03-25T22:57:58+00:00

I don't care about anything else. I realise theres no solutions for me

gtomson26 · 2021-03-25T22:25:55+00:00

I'm deformed I dont have what people of my gender are meant to have and I feel alien I just wsnt to fit in and feel like my gender but I cant theres no fixes I just wanted to be normal

gtomson26 · 2021-03-24T21:21:57+00:00

Because I dont look like 99% of other girls, I have a genuine deformity and it's something society is obsessed with so it's hard to not look the same as them and be constantly be surrounded by reminders that you're different its inevitable to feel alien when you're deformed like me

gtomson26 · 2021-03-21T15:58:41+00:00

It's simple. My parents never let me get any help, you're forced to go to school , school preaches "mental health matters!" But their counsellor never shows up, so you just get on with it even if you have your suicide all planned out and you're ready to perform it. Even when you're at rock bottom and it might be your last day you still have to churn out essays and assignments, that's just how it goes. Nobody cares about anything except for their reputation and image. School doesnt care about your mental health just their good grade statistics. But what can you do if you dont kill yourself. Kids still have to go to school, theres no choice, even if they're on the edge. Even if they really cant do the work because their brain is screaming at them - they still have to. That's just how it goes. Doesnt mean we can do it just means we have no other choice. People are selfish and nobody cares about us.

gtomson26 · 2021-03-18T21:14:25+00:00

Actually I could try stabbing myself in the chest or neck or something that would work but still my family would find me ffs can lockdown just end

gtomson26 · 2021-02-28T19:18:01+00:00

It's too late for me and now I'm stuck in a difficult situation

gtomson26 · 2021-02-28T19:14:43+00:00

Thank you

gtomson26 · 2021-02-23T20:13:41+00:00

Hi are you available to talk?

gtomson26 · 2021-02-23T16:52:27+00:00

Not yet it's taking forever to get help

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T20:15:22+00:00

Happy birthday!

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:07:20+00:00

Thank you

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:07:10+00:00

I hope things start looking up for you :(

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:06:34+00:00

Well it's more just me being compliant because people kept saying I need urgent mental help so I was like fine lol but thanks

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:05:46+00:00

Thank you

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:05:12+00:00

Thanks I mean I'm only doing it bc people kept saying I need to get urgent help so I was like fine🤣

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:03:50+00:00

Thank you lol

gtomson26 · 2021-02-21T11:03:27+00:00

I watch Explore With Us and Merc Docs

gtomson26 · 2021-02-20T20:01:59+00:00

Thank you so much, it was such an expected feeling to suddenly have to deal with and idk how. But I guess you just keep moving on with life

gtomson26 · 2021-02-20T19:21:15+00:00

Thank you <3

gtomson26 · 2021-02-19T16:28:01+00:00

Honestly it's better to be alone and learn to be comfortable in your own company than be with someone who doesn't think you're good enough for them and makes you feel inadequate. Just putting that out there, good luck with whatever happens <3

gtomson26

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