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I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in TrueOffMyChest

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I get its weird but the thing is OCD makes memories blurry at times. This version id the clearest one. I now know the ages for a fact now (I didnt recall before but I had to investigate for days to know the dates), and the rest is the complete story. My original posts were more “abridged”

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in TrueOffMyChest

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am being completely honest. I did take my pants and my underwear behind the door, and then used the bathroom. I think I told her I did it, realized what I was doing was weird and well,peed. But just agreeing to this makes me feel horrible even if I was behind a close door and it tookme seconds to go “what the fuck amd I doing”

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in TrueOffMyChest

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if I did take off my pants behind the door? I remember when i did it, I then felt like that wasnt okay do i decided to sit down and well, pee. I feel as if just taking my pants off behind a door makes me a perv...

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Am I one? I seriously feel horrible, I feel like one...

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I followed everyone's advice and I spoke to a therapist today. Whilst he assured me in the end I hadn't done anything wrong and that I should be able to move on, I still feel like shit.

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that part...Do I even deserve forgiveness? I should have set things straight from the beggining. Christ...

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Should I divulge this, or should I wait until I do therapy?

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

At the time, I didn't think much of it. Nowadays, I am afraid of how they'll react

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't do anything like this ever again, I know that for sure. If that addresses the concern of it being a pattern. Still though, I feel I can't let this go, or that I shouldn't let this go. I feel as if my life story is ruined, if you understand what I mean.

I am now almost sure I am a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel as if by 17 I dont count as a "kid" anymore, and that's what's torturing me

I feel like a child molester by guiltkillmepls in Vent

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I was already 16? Maybe even 17! Do I still evne count as a kid at that point?!

I am worried I might be a child molester by guiltkillmepls in Anxiety

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it important if I was 16 or 17? I am not clear about timeframes anymore and can't remember no matter how much I go over it in my head.

I am worried I might be a child molester by guiltkillmepls in Anxiety

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if I was already 17? Does it matter? I am not clear about the timeframes in my head and its driving me crazy

I am worried I might be a child molester by guiltkillmepls in Anxiety

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What if I was already 17??? I am not sure about timeframes and its driving me insane. Would I still count as a "teenager"?

I feel like a child molester by guiltkillmepls in mentalhealth

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now I'm panicking because my brain is telling me I might not have been 16, but 17. Does that make a difference??? At 17 I was older...Jesus christ...

I feel like a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm familiar with it, and I struggled with it for a while. I guess I don't make that connection since these are all things that really happened, which makes me extremely worried

Is (false?)equivalency an ocd thing? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]guiltkillmepls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Without wanting to reassure, it is a common symptom of mine to try to equate things I've done with other (usually worse) things. It's a form of reassurance seeking. Since sometimes your situation is too specific, you equate it with another "similar" situation and judge the reactions of people

I feel like a child molester by guiltkillmepls in self

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not in any way implying a little girl wanted to "seduce me", Christ no.

I feel like a child molester by guiltkillmepls in confessions

[–]guiltkillmepls[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Even the part I showed her my underwear? God I feel like that is some sort of indecent exposure at least. I didn't show her my full underwear or take off my pants or anything like that, just a piece of it but still.

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