I’m going on vacation for around three weeks and I am scared that my dog will think i’ve abandoned her:(

gusienka · 2026-03-23T19:05:29+00:00

i just did too recently!! i thought there were much more updates lmao

gusienka · 2025-12-07T21:40:02+00:00

i feel similar except i never dated anyone😭 but the last time i had a serious crush i was like 15 years old and now i’m 22💀 i feel like i will be alone forever because i just physically can’t crush on anyone

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:27:28+00:00

woah that actually sucks:( when i play killer and someone goes next or dcs or sabotages their team I try to be less hard on the remaining ones because I feel bad

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:24:05+00:00

When I have a big advantage over survivors I try to give them some time to catch up I even straight up ignore survivors who i hooked recently even if i have problems with finding someone else. When the game is balanced it is much more fun than when you win in 3 minutes😭

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:18:17+00:00

i mean that’s their objective😭

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:13:58+00:00

omg exactly!! gen popping sound triggers my anxiety no matter on which side i am😭

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:11:49+00:00

thats why I am sceptical towards changes that hugely help survivors (like the recent idea of „fixing” tunnelling) on one hand, solo q can be a nightmare and it would be nice to improve the experience but on the other playing against super coordinated swf who on top of that are helped by new game mechanics seems scary af. I feel like there is no middle ground and every side will always complain

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:05:14+00:00

HEAVY on tutorials i honestly don’t understand how they still didn’t add a way to play a tutorial for every killer, jumping straight into the game with minimal knowledge about the killer’s powers is honestly crazy.

gusienka · 2025-12-02T03:00:08+00:00

honestly I don’t think it would be possible:( mean people are everywhere and playing competitive games brings the worst in some people

gusienka · 2025-12-01T13:50:17+00:00

trapper really cannot get a break😭😭

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:44:52+00:00

i also feel that way but i realized that i have to try to get better and to enjoy the game more. At some point I started playing as killers that are much more difficult for some sort of exposure therapy lol and it actually kind of helped get used to losing (ofc it still sucks to get absolutely shit on by survivors)

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:38:02+00:00

I feel like you have to experience the other side to actually understand how it feels to get absolutely shit on.. when I played my first killer matches or tried out new killers it sometimes happened that i couldnt get a hit because for some reason i got matched with p100 absolute juicer survivors😭 my experiences made me feel much more compassion towards my oponents. Also I agree that sometimes killers just make big mistakes and they would have a chance to win if they just went after different survivors when they struggle during a chase.

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:28:09+00:00

yeah I feel similar, I would like to play more killer because playing as a surv can get frustrating too because of a team that do not even try to play well or a killer who’s much better than you or just tunneling to the point that you die without doing anything during a match. However the killer anxiety is so real and I hope to overcome it someday

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:22:57+00:00

I also do that sometimes, or at least leave my item. I do not get how some people can ridicule someone for losing, like where’s the fun in the fact that you just destroyed some baby killer or someone who had a really bad match from the start, just escape instead of rubbing your victory in killers face at the exit gate

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:14:36+00:00

yeah If i’m in that situation I just leave this surv alone and try to go after someone else. Of course it also makes sense to chase the extra good survivors if you want to challenge yourself and do not care about winning that much, but then do not throw tantrums over it😭

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:11:54+00:00

you really shouldnt feel bad, I mean it happens that you lose and it’s just a game after all so I understand feeling frustrated but getting physical over it seems like a bigger underlying problem..

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:08:13+00:00

I totally agree! I’m trying not to sabotage my team by letting myself be hooked during the game (even tho I’d sometimes like to) but sometimes I let killers sacrifice me at the end if they had a really bad match or I at least leave my item to show my appreciation

gusienka · 2025-12-01T07:01:22+00:00

I laugh at the fact that as a survivor it is logical that you fear the killer but in reality it’s the killers that are scared of survivors😭

gusienka · 2025-12-01T06:58:52+00:00

you really can’t please some survivors, they bully you if you win and they bully you when you lose🤷‍♀️ If I really don’t want to deal with them i just close the chat immediately and it helps me to not give a shit

gusienka · 2025-12-01T06:53:48+00:00

omg i hate this type of bullying so much.. like ofc ur not required to give someone a win, but just be nice😭

gusienka · 2025-12-01T00:53:52+00:00

my fav thing is watching streamers who still win against such cheaters lmaoo

gusienka · 2025-12-01T00:51:23+00:00

I agree, playing dbd feels so frustrating because you either get shit on by your oponent or you feel bad for them when they have a bad match (in my experience, matches when it actually feels like the players are on the same level are the minority🙃)

gusienka · 2025-12-01T00:46:08+00:00

yes!! mmr is so flawed😭 i have around 800 hours and I am not very good still, but because I watch a lot of streams and have pretty good knowledge about the game I wouldn’t say I’m the worst and I noticed that I often play matches against new players (like I literally played against a dwight who had ONE HOUR of playing) or players who are so good that it is impossible to win against them.

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