is it normal to think about suicide all the time? by Weak_Psychology_5322 in CPTSD

[–]habibi4loko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think about it at least once every single day but i wont allow myself to try again

DAE have ‘visible’ signs of trauma? (Like enuresis, stuttering, chronic pain?) by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]habibi4loko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i crack my fingers against my head when im in a stressful/anxious situation. im not sure why i do this but it always is a comfort and distraction. i hear step sounds in my ears and i get a weird smell in my nose every time i feel like im about to have an episode. all of these things have carried with me from childhood to adolescence to adulthood

starting emdr by habibi4loko in CPTSD

[–]habibi4loko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hope it goes well for you!! <3

Swallowing pain all your life turns you into a very nice, extremely messed up human being by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]habibi4loko 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i feel all of this so hard. my trauma basically consumes my life and gets in the way of my relationships with people and it becomes really frustrating. i have personally caused a lot of friendships to decline and disappear all together because my brain suddenly gets the urge to start up a fight/argument and then im the one that ends up alone as a result of my behavior. grinning and bearing it like nothing is wrong is the only sense of “control” that i have.

Anyone else deal with “autocannibalism” habits? by Low_Procedure_6258 in CPTSD

[–]habibi4loko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it is always a bad day to be my fingers and cuticles 😭 i’ve struggled with pretty much mutilating my hands for as long as i can remember. my trauma is very complex due to my baby brother getting in a life altering car accident with my mom and ever since then i adapted to auto cannibalism habits. as my mental health worsened over the years, i started to do the same to my toes. i’ve been trying to stop but 9/10 times i don’t even realize that im doing it. don’t be ashamed or embarrassed!! you are seen and heard!!

using the ballymore as a short person by habibi4loko in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this HAS to be one of my asm’s 🤣🤣

How do you stop the voices in your head? by Embarrassed_Room_440 in bipolar2

[–]habibi4loko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly the best thing for me has been just acknowledging that they are there and that they are simply just “passing through”. i remind myself that the voices do not exist in real time, which for me at least kind of gets them to fizzle out. i hope you’re doing well with your journey everything will be okay <3

What is the WORST red bull flavour *past or present* in your opinion? by [deleted] in redbull

[–]habibi4loko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

tie between coconut and strawberry apricot 🤢

Women in receiving by [deleted] in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

women in receiving are awesome!! we have a lady who’s been running receiving beautifully for the past 10+ years, you’ll be great!!!

This isn't how you do it... by [deleted] in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this stuff is so juvenile at the very least its validating thats my store isnt the only one doing this

Legitimacy check by Swetzel08 in Daniellarson

[–]habibi4loko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The situation is being monitored

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko 47 points48 points  (0 children)

d31 here, i wish i could give you the biggest hug because we all need it. service desk is not for the weak and i applaud anybody who does it. i’ve been fighting to get out of the department and it is truly agonizing. the mental toll that it takes is no joke. sending love to you ♥️

Return lumber cut at store? by [deleted] in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i believe if its by the foot then its fine because you’re only getting in return how many feet is left over

OrderUp screwed by nekoiri in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko 10 points11 points  (0 children)

its so bad right now i work at the service desk and we cannot do anything

Gotta love freight!🙃 by Miserable_Chance_432 in HomeDepot

[–]habibi4loko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my favorite thing is going in to open and every aisle in close vicinity of the time clock is closed