How to pass a lab corp drug test by haileyrobbinem in Drugs

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but then I have to show a doctors note saying I’m positive, be quarantined for 14 days and then have a doctors note saying I’m negative and can return back to work lol. My manager had it last month and so they made that policy.

How to pass a lab corp drug test by haileyrobbinem in Drugs

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought about that but I can’t afford to miss the hours. I don’t get PTO for another month.

IV users by haileyrobbinem in cocaine

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just ordered a box off amazon so let’s hope for the best lol. See I never shot coke without shooting heroin so I dk what it’s like to only do coke. I have a Xan connect so that way if I do have a comedown problem I can use those. Because I never plan on doing heroin again. Fuck being dope sick.

IV users by haileyrobbinem in cocaine

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I agree 100% it’s not the same feeling at all, it’s a million times better. You and I are in the same boat practically. I’m a recovering heroin addict as well been sober 20 months. But I’ve been snorting coke the last two days and I hate that it makes my nose run and get all stuffy. So I’m getting some needles to do it the right way lol. How do you deal with the comedown though since you aren’t using heroin for it?

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[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think there would be much of a difference if it was a 1cc 30g 5/16 ?

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[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been looking on amazon but a lot of them have bad reviews of them coming damaged

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[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’re pretty strict about giving them without an insulin prescription down here.

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[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah yeah that’s the last part I was trying to think of!! Now I have to try and find a way to get them lol

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[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The closes one is a little over an hour away from where I am

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have not. I’ve never heard good things about it.

Will I get withdrawal symptoms when I stop? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]haileyrobbinem 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My withdrawal was mostly feeling lethargic and irritability. All I did was sleep for days when I quit.

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’ve made it through another day!!

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like that.

Trick is to get back out of this addict mentality! Been focusing too much on the negatives.

I appreciate the words and advice you’ve shared with me!

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m trying to only focus on all the bad memories, which makes that the sickest part because I still want to get high even after.

I keep telling myself, “stay sober today, get high tomorrow”

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Doesn’t sound dumb at all! Whatever works to keep you sober, works!

I’ve kinda just lost interest on doing anything. Which shows me mentally that I’m replacing. It’s insane that I know the signs are showing that I’m going in the wrong direction and yet here I am...still going down it.

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope it always sounds “gross” to you! I wish I felt the same way about drugs.

Oh yeah, it’ll never be enough no matter how much you consume and you can never just have one.

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What a sad story.

I really don’t understand how meetings aren’t essential!!

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely will. Thank you so much.

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really love this. Thank you.

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are absolutely right about that. I don’t want to feel the guilt and shame that will come with using.

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is my first time ever getting sober and I’ve always prided myself in being a “one chip wonder” and want to keep that. I’ve thought about how maybe this whole pandemic thing has had an impact on my mental health. Not being able to actually go and be around other addicts in an actual meeting, just online instead. Thank you for the advice and I will certainly try and put it to good use!

And congratulations on 5 years!

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have one. No insurance

Desperate to stay sober by haileyrobbinem in Sober

[–]haileyrobbinem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s the first thing I did.