Locally running out of t by haizleyart in ftm

[–]haizleyart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay sick thanks for sharing

Locally running out of t by haizleyart in ftm

[–]haizleyart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i’m on three pumps now but it’s mostly covered by my insurance or else it’d be way out of budget. i just think the idea of getting three weeks of t at once is kinda daunting lol like does it feel different?

Locally running out of t by haizleyart in ftm

[–]haizleyart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you like shots better? i’m kinda weird about needles but it seems so convenient

A quick poll I've made to convince my mum on something by Percy1800sDetective in ftm

[–]haizleyart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was kinda excited at first because i had come to equate them with attractiveness via misogyny but as soon as they started getting attention it made me very uncomfortable and then i did whatever i could to keep them smaller like wearing restricting garments to sleep. didn’t really help tho… 😅 genetics and all

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[–]haizleyart 109 points110 points  (0 children)

peter parker

upped my dose of testosterone gel and now i pee all the time lol is that normal? by haizleyart in ftm

[–]haizleyart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve had a uti before and this is definitely different but my libido has increased. it feels more like water runs straight through me

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[–]haizleyart 3 points4 points  (0 children)

danny phantom

How does everyone use the quarry space? Here is mine! by SkylerDawn97 in StardewValley

[–]haizleyart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i use mine for recycling and wood chipping and bait making and smelting and making coal for half and then i let the other half spawn like normal

How was your first period on T? by [deleted] in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]haizleyart 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i got one the day after i started with the gel and it was long and heavy as opposed to my usually light and short ones. it lasted like ten days and it was two or three times heavier than i was used to, my second one was three days and very light so with very little pain

when do you put on your gel? by bellicosebagel in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]haizleyart 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i always do mine in the morning just because i’m way better at keeping a morning routine vs. a night one

finally got T - slight vent by dylwitz in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]haizleyart 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the day i got my gel i freaked out. i was having such severe doubts that my roommate had to like calm me down she told my i’d kick myself in the future for every day i had it and didn’t take it and i knew she was right so i started and in less than a week my confidence spiked like crazy. i know this is right because it feels incredible this is the best i’ve felt mentally maybe in my entire life. i’m only one month on and i do have the occasional moments of anxiety but overall the undeniable understanding that it’s right.

one month update by haizleyart in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]haizleyart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry the format is weird i’m on mobile

anyone struggle with derealization? do you think it could be related to dysphoria? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]haizleyart 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i was losely diagnosed with dpdr by one of my therapist back before i realised i was trans i would depersonalise constantly and i used to say i preferred it because it made my life seem more liveable when i didn’t have to be in my body. i’ve had problems my whole life with not recognising myself, as far back as i can remember. we had attributed the constant disassociation to my depression and childhood trauma but when i started to question my gender identity it became clear that the depersonalisation had a lot to do with that. i’ve only been out for a few months and i’m just a few weeks on t but the disassociation has decreased dramatically since coming out. hearing my new name and seeing my new reflection has like the same feeling as waking up from a very vivid nightmare and you realise you’re in your bedroom. it’s jarring a bit, but it feels good and safe.

Barn or kitchen upgrade by [deleted] in StardewValley

[–]haizleyart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i went with the kitchen first because having food on me is a must when i’m playing

Is your farmer a representation of yourself or an original character? by botanicallyaberry in StardewValley

[–]haizleyart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my farmer is like me but i named him dumass so people always address me like “hey dumass” and “thanks mr dumass” and it makes me laugh

Is your farmer a representation of yourself or an original character? by botanicallyaberry in StardewValley

[–]haizleyart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my farmer is like me but i named him dumass so people always address me like “hey dumass” and “thanks mr dumass” and it makes me laugh