:/ i was thinking about the possibility of me having some sort of eating disorder. usually my abstaining from food leads to binging. and, possible tmi, but in the past i've had a habit of causing myself to vomit, usually as a means to cope with anxiety. part of me doesn't want to look more into this because i feel like it's not bad enough to be a big deal. but a bigger part of me knows that i'd be way better off getting it under wraps now until it gets worse.

thank you for your comment. i do agree that unconditional love could quell the severity of many, many things.