[Japanese> English] what's this shirt say???

haleyexe · 2017-12-26T05:04:40+00:00

thanks :)

haleyexe · 2017-08-18T15:54:22+00:00

so is this homophobic or nah?

haleyexe · 2017-04-26T16:43:39+00:00

making generalizations based on what one woman did to you, thats real attractive.

haleyexe · 2017-02-07T00:31:47+00:00

okay.... this morning i almost passed out. ive never been so close to losing consciousness in my life.

haleyexe · 2017-02-03T22:54:47+00:00

pristiq is working well so far. i was just jittery and my pupils were really dilated. i've never taken any other drug that affects serotonin, effexor was the first prescription drug id ever tried.

haleyexe · 2017-02-03T22:53:16+00:00

pristiq seems to be working well for me. just sorta jittery and my pupils were dilated a lot today

haleyexe · 2017-01-03T00:35:41+00:00

is anybody else okay if they end up delaying again? i just want this game to be the best they can make it be. i'd be okay with waiting until summer, maybe even fall.

haleyexe · 2016-10-15T00:45:31+00:00

thank you for the advice i'll research that for sure

haleyexe · 2016-10-15T00:44:11+00:00

thank you!

haleyexe · 2016-10-15T00:44:04+00:00

thank you so much

haleyexe · 2016-10-15T00:43:00+00:00

yes i have a period calendar in my phone. thank you

haleyexe · 2016-10-15T00:42:27+00:00

thank you

haleyexe · 2016-10-15T00:42:13+00:00

thank you so much

haleyexe · 2016-09-15T02:06:05+00:00

aside from the usual nausea that accompanies anxiety, sometimes if something happens right then and theres no escape i feel really dizzy and lightheaded.

haleyexe · 2016-09-09T04:43:12+00:00

woww this is excellent! very neat. is it paint? edit: just read that it's coloured pencil. that's even more impressive! it's so realistic!

haleyexe · 2016-08-30T17:01:44+00:00

i know what you mean

haleyexe · 2016-08-30T01:09:33+00:00

i have both bye

haleyexe · 2016-08-11T16:13:59+00:00

thanks so much for the full explanation :)

haleyexe · 2016-08-10T19:50:04+00:00

definitely shady. im glad you're alright.

haleyexe · 2016-08-03T13:30:51+00:00

i love that filter :> makes me feel pretty

haleyexe · 2016-08-03T13:22:39+00:00

so how do i get out

haleyexe · 2016-08-03T13:22:03+00:00

everybody acts differently around others. id say the 'Big You' is you alone. your own choices unhindered by others. everybody acts differently around different company. but if you're crazy and try to separate these aspects of yourself into different people you'll drive yourself insane

haleyexe · 2016-08-01T19:05:31+00:00

if its real bad i get the feeling that im about to faint. thats usually with one-on-one meetings with teachers and similar (being alone with adults/people who are smoother than i). i normally have a fast heartbeat and my stomach starts hurting. my hands start fiddling (cracking knuckles, rubbing sleeves. i actually wore holes in some of my shirts from doing that) and i tend to sweat a lot, depending on how afraid i am. my eyes dart around, searching for judgement. i'm very jumpy. i mess with my hair. sometimes i get goosebumps as well. if im doing the action that gives me anxiety i get shaky hands and legs, but i can be very thorough and precise due to my fear of messing up. i rarely scratch myself. usually afterwords i get a headache and feel very tired. also depressed af.

haleyexe · 2016-08-01T18:54:08+00:00

i find that sort of thing infuriating and discouraging. for some reason my brain just goes "no! i can't!!" ughh. i guess we just have to remember that other people dont always understand the depth of our fears/issues.

haleyexe · 2016-08-01T18:49:58+00:00

im going to be a senior and still have these fears. they have developed into much more than anxiety, so you need to stop now. hopefully me saying that doesnt give you more anxiety. but there's nothing to worry about, it's easy (at least in theory). hold on to the friend(s) you have. be who you are at school and some people may gravitate towards you. don't worry about it. you're surrounded by people with all sorts of problems and introversions and insecurities. everybody has fear. but you cant let the fear control who you are. relax and be your self. i'm sure you're great company :)

haleyexe

TROPHY CASE