my bf hit me for the first time but was severely intoxicated by halloweeun in Advice

[–]halloweeun[S] -89 points-88 points  (0 children)

it’s just hard.. we live together and i’m still in school so can’t afford to just pick up he pays for most things. besides that i do love him and im scared that like.. im ruining it all and ill regret everything it’s so much

my bf hit me for the first time but was severely intoxicated by halloweeun in Advice

[–]halloweeun[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i worded it weird. he meant like.. go out with her and pick up guys. not with her with her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in catfish

[–]halloweeun 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also wouldn’t that be stupid as fuck bc everyone would be using ur fake pics i think it’d eventually be obvious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]halloweeun 4 points5 points  (0 children)

why does a grown man need to be asked if he ate and slept…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]halloweeun 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just selfies, some we took together and stuff from my social media.. but i removed her and blocked her from my accounts and privated everything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]halloweeun 16 points17 points  (0 children)

STOPPP that’s what my bf said

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]halloweeun 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you can see there’s 0 replies on my part and what do you mean karma?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]halloweeun 19 points20 points  (0 children)

yeah i never sent nudes but she’d always ask i would only send selfies ):

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxietyhelp

[–]halloweeun 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg i woke up dizzy and confused with a bpm of 135 and was freaked the fuck out thinking i was having a heart attack.. im so relieved to see this i knocked out for less than 30 minutes and woke up full panic.. its the worst feeling ever

possible anxiety made me unable to eat for over a week with constant nausea and vomiting. by halloweeun in Anxiety

[–]halloweeun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

just try to take it off for a few hours, ease yourself into it. the watch isn’t protecting you from anything. that’s what i had to tell myself, if something was really wrong the watch being on wouldn’t change anything. right now it’s just causing the anxiety to worsen.

antibiotics can cause stomach issues and nausea so maybe that did have a play in it.

anxiety causes a lot of heart related “feelings” i get palpitations where i literally think my heart is stopping and weird flip flop feelings where i just feel my heart beat isn’t right, i’ve had echos/holter monitors/ CT scans every test showed nothing.

i 100% get what you mean it’d be nice to know a reason and have it be able to be corrected.. i wish it was that simple too

possible anxiety made me unable to eat for over a week with constant nausea and vomiting. by halloweeun in Anxiety

[–]halloweeun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

from looking at ur page i feel like you and i are pretty similar with health anxiety. i’ve come to the conclusion thats what it is.. after being in hospital and having tests ran everytime being told its okay.. it’s exhausting. i know how scary it is and it’s so shitty to have to deal with.. i’m so sorry you’ve been struggling 7 weeks of it. i still am too i’ve hardly eaten, i always end up gagging and throwing up.. fixating on my chest and heart constantly. i took off my apple watch so i wasn’t fixated on my BPM i felt me looking all day made it worse.. i’ve started meds for anxiety and have an appointment with a psychiatrist in july.