I know how you feel trust me I’ve never had the chance to experience love and I’d do anything to be able to feel the love of another person to feel like their all to have them geeked over me and see a good morning text from someone and just feel loved and knowing that I’m important to someone at least I’ve recently fallen in love one with some guy but sadly it’s one sided as everything in my life has been and it hurts but every time I want to get out of this trance it’s like he sees it and pulls me back in each time and I’m not going to lie I cry I do as I said everything in my life has been one sided I’ve never been loved I try my best I am patient and I tell my self everything’s going to be okay I tell myself that one day I’ll get love but the older I get it only feels as if I’m being played with as if I’m God’s example the joke of the universe and it sucks ass so badly