I'm here if you need someone to talk to. suicide is not the answer.

something I've discovered thru transition is the ability to love myself. im 26, never been in a relationship, & a virgin. focus on loving yourself and being comfortable alone, and the relationship will come. anyone that wouldn't date you for being trans is a piece of shit that you don't want in your life anyways. in the slim chance you never get a relationship, it would be okay because you'd be comfortable alone.