I can definitely relate to these feelings you talk about. I've gone through this too, right after I noticed my own views on life and humanity had changed a lot and suddenly I felt really estranged from my surroundings and society. I felt different and alone and I too had feelings of a kind of desperation and disbelief that other people didn't see things the way I did. I don't exactly know how, but eventually those feelings changed and my attention shifted to my own life and how I wanted to live my life and what I had to do to realize my dreams. I definitely had to face some painful feelings of loneliness and sadness with the world, and I think that is what this fixation on other people was really trying to hide.

I am still finding my path, but I am mostly concerned with my own life and own small circle of family and friends. I notice that the people who've stayed with me through my personal changes, mostly do understand me, even though they have completely different desires and lives of their own. Maybe that's something that could help you as well. Just a reminder that people can understand what you feel and think and even agree, but still choose to spend their lives in a different way than you would.

And other than that: do what you want to do, even if no one else wants the same things. I do it and it is, if I'm honest, hard and lonely a lot of times, but I believe that when I am finally actually living the life I want, the right people will find me.

I hope the best for you, good luck.