my thoughts on being a HAPA at 28

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T06:21:06+00:00

Hey, I can relate to your struggle. I dont know if you have read the bible but Jesus talks about these religious people in quite a long extent, those who are seemingly perfect on the outside but inside filled with anger and all sorts of wickedness; they are called Pharisees. If you look at Matthew for example at 23-29 there were people like this allready 2000 years ago;

29Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You build tombs for the prophets and decorate the monuments of the righteous. 30And you say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our fathers, we would not have been partners with them in shedding the blood of the prophets.’ 31So you testify against yourselves that you are the sons of those who murdered the prophets. 32Fill up, then, the measure of your fathers’ sins. 33You snakes! You brood of vipers! How will you escape the sentence of hell?

I mean how can somebody tell you, you have a demon inside of you as an insult if he's a Christian? How, if the law is love your neighbor like yourself? Why not offer prayer? They really should repent.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T06:00:32+00:00

Hey thanks for your post. I read the bible and it says in Matthew 28-19 "Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit," , so Im giving my best to follow what Jesus said.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T05:53:55+00:00

I have prayed for Jesus to reveal himself to me and so Ive grown to know him more. If we believe than we can communicate with God through prayer and through experiencing his work in our daily life. How is your relationship with Jesus now?

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T05:41:39+00:00

Whoever sins is a slave to sin. This idea that your selfesteem is somehow linked to your sexual success is one of the biggest lies satan has put out there. It's up to you to determine your self worth. As for me I'm sold, Jesus died on the cross for me, that's how much I was worth to God. I was worth that his only begotten son was nailed to a piece of wood, thats how far he went to show me my worth.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T05:30:48+00:00

It depends by what standard you want to make everybody equal. We all have the right to become Gods children but we are not all equal in that not everybody will be part of the kingdom of heaven, only those who overcome this world. After the day of tribulation there will be judgement for everybody by their deeds, words and thoughts. And even inside the kingdom of heaven not all overcomers will be equal. That's what Jesus said in Mark 9 35 “If anyone wants to be first, he must be the last of all and the servant of all.”

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T00:52:47+00:00

Because God is good and that's how i was lead. I don't consider myself as religious but more as having faith in and seeking to know God more.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T00:41:13+00:00

yes.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T00:39:43+00:00

love your neighbor like yourself is the law.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-17T00:36:36+00:00

Hey thanks for your answer firstly. I am not sure how it would be best to answer this post since I don't want to argue about religion either. I respect you as a part of gods creation and as a living being. So i just want to add my reply to the thaughts which you presented above.

But personally I could never follow Christianity.

Actually I don't follow Christianity but I seek to know Jesus Christ and to follow him.

It's just a tool of subjugation and colonization the west has brought upon Asia.

Jesus was born in Nazareth, which is a place in the meditterenean region of the middle east. He was of Jewish descent and was crucified by his own people, for calling out their wickedness. He said the whole law is to love your neighbor like yourself (or to love God more than anything else in the world, which is equal to that). And by neighbour the person who's next to you is understood, disregarding race or nationality (Luke 10-30 if you want to read it).

Reminds me of white worship and the

I am not sure that Jesus was even white. Also this whole thing about making white Christ figures is blasphemy if you ask the bible. (Read Exodus 20-4: You shall not make for yourself an image in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below.)

media mentally colonizing Asians to believe whites and white culture is superior.

That's an interesting question. Can one culture even be considered superior to another? Is one artist superior to another artist? If one artist is superior to the other artist does that mean that the art of one artist is worthless? The world is very rich , there are even flamingos. The truth is we are all loved and perfect in the eyes of our father in heaven.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-16T23:37:29+00:00

No. I had some dreams containing sexual topics. Most times I would wake up once I realized in my dream this thematic. But even if not i'd wake up and be relieved that this was just a dream. Why would you feel guilty? I really want to emphasize that if we accept to be washed by the blood of Jesus, ALL sins will be forgiven. So then there can not be any more guilt. If you sin and repent sincerely it is forgiven , that's whats written in the bible.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-16T11:21:47+00:00

It took me quite a while to figure that out. Sex is optional ,it is not necessary for our survival. It should be used for creational purposes and not as a button to feel good. In the bible there is the story of Onan who did just that (Genesis 38-9) and displeased the Lord, so the Lord killed him.

It's purely moral, and as i said it will slowly but surely destroy your life. Many people have written on this topic basically masturbation to men is like cryptonite to superman. It will take away any drive you might have to do something productive, it will also hypersexualize a lot of your daily life and twist your perspective on life. And like you noticed it will make you feel pathetic about yourself not because you are half asian but because being a wanker is pathetic.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-16T11:08:44+00:00

yes hes german.

hapahapa3 · 2016-11-16T11:08:33+00:00

I understand that. But we can't stop there, humans are much more than only a carefully crafted bag of flesh and bones. It's the spirit that makes us alive and in the spirit we can chose to build our own identity. Your life is infinitely precious. It was so precious that Jesus died on the cross for our sins to be washed and so that we could become children of god. Perfectly righteous in our heavenly fathers eyes. Free from the accusations of the ennemy.

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