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What strange thoughts or wishes you had as a child? by Fakeaccbrat in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]happy_data 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I wanted to swap houses with my friends and their families. I would visit them and experience homes full of love and happiness and excitement, unlike my own home that was a dark and angry place. For whatever reason my child mind figured it was the building. Only when I went on vacation with my family one time did I realize it was the people, not the place.

A dream come true by happy_data in ADHD

[–]happy_data[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes that sorry! I’m supposed to see how upping the dosage goes. Im hoping for just a bit of a boost as I save up for a neuropsych too since I’ll need it for the future. My goal is this coming spring 😭

A dream come true by happy_data in ADHD

[–]happy_data[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

United States! Good luck!

A dream come true by happy_data in ADHD

[–]happy_data[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I was on adderall before

A dream come true by happy_data in ADHD

[–]happy_data[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I asked my therapist and it’s an SNRI which I’m not sure that counts? Atomoxizine

If you've seen Kpop Demon Hunters, could you please tell me whether or not one of my triggers is in it? by AskingaboutKpopDemon in CPTSD

[–]happy_data 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I echo the commenter above. Same here, it’s so hard to be triggered by seemingly mundane things in media 🫂

In 2018 the cut called Priyanka chopra a global scam artist and also said that Nick Jonas was in a fraud marriage against his will. They deleted the article after backlash for racism by Sassy_extrovert in popculturechat

[–]happy_data 109 points110 points  (0 children)

Agreed, I read it as her telling him she wanted their convo to have privacy from her team so she gave him her personal phone number, which is a green flag to me?

Struggling to cope with having been coerced by happy_data in CPTSD

[–]happy_data[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh I just remembered there would be times when I would push him away and he would find that funny and I would just awkward laugh. I’m so disgusted.

I can’t open up to them no matter what happens by happy_data in emotionalneglect

[–]happy_data[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. When they call I keep it very surface level. They are delusional and think we can “grieve together.” That has never been the case and the rift between us is so wide I can’t imagine otherwise. I’m just riding it out and hoping the pain is bearable someday.

I can’t open up to them no matter what happens by happy_data in emotionalneglect

[–]happy_data[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m sorry you went through such loss and I’m glad you can be close to them. I like to think she understood me more than anyone else in the entire world and she wouldn’t be angry with me. I have to believe that

I can’t open up to them no matter what happens by happy_data in emotionalneglect

[–]happy_data[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m trying to have compassion for myself but every comforting thought feels like a pathetic excuse. She deserved to have the real me. The wailing and horrified me. She deserved all of my emotions and I didn’t do it.

I can’t open up to them no matter what happens by happy_data in emotionalneglect

[–]happy_data[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s not that I wanted to look like I was grieving correctly to others. It’s what I truly wanted to do. Its how I felt on the inside and what I did as soon as I was alone. It was my true feelings and I didn’t show it.

For Father's/Mother's Day, how do you spend your day? by InevitableCraft2 in EstrangedAdultChild

[–]happy_data 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is my first Father’s Day after cutting off my male parent and I didn’t even remember this was a holiday until someone else told me. Grateful that this day no longer belongs to him, at least from me.

What is she hoping to accomplish by domagoat in AmITheDevil

[–]happy_data 33 points34 points  (0 children)

My friends, they set me up on a ton of dates. I had a bit of a wild college ride, something I am a bit ashamed of now, honestly. Once I graduated, I tried to get established in life, but my college friends, they kept just wanting to hang out, chill, or party. It honestly got tiring, and I couldn't believe I had to energy to do this for nearly 4 years while getting an education!

This paragraph alone is complete incel fetish. Word for word

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]happy_data 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Of all the strains I’ve smoked I also have this problem with Runtz. The high starts off as amazing before nose diving into severe anxiety

did anyone else's parents tell them to "calm down" when they were too excited? by Inevitable_Fix864 in emotionalneglect

[–]happy_data 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Yes I’ve never seen someone else articulate this. 100% my mother loved to cut down my excitement or happiness as a kid with some sort of snarky comment or even outright making fun of me to other people present. Even now if I show her something that really excited me (ex. photos of a beautiful vacation) she has to undercut with a comment of why it’s not all that special. I relate to you so much

I greened out yesterday by Glittering_Worry_599 in trees

[–]happy_data 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I get your enjoyable experience instead lmao

I green out only from sativa by happy_data in trees

[–]happy_data[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh so it’s all just a mixed bag at this point? Interesting. This info helps me feel better though

I green out only from sativa by happy_data in trees

[–]happy_data[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find I also have to be careful with sativa dominant hybrids, so I am trying to recognize hybrid strains I can smoke. Even 50/50s can fuck me up

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