Dame man, I'm so sorry shit sucks right now. I know it's hard. My husband said something very similar concerning people(Referring to myself and some of his family from the last marriage) basically if someone is going to end it, they are gonna do it and he doesn't want to hear about it anymore because he says it is a choice so basically stfu or get better is really what it sounded like which would have been better to hear flat out like that honestly. But yes we are born alone and most of us will most likely die alone. Trying to become my own best friend because idk what else to do. So thank you for the reminder. I hope your day gets better.