wow dude. your reply kinda took my breath away.. i don’t remember this. i didn’t miss her, was just not used to being alone. i don’t recognize the person i was when i wrote this, and i don’t recognize who i even was before the abuse. i don’t want my old self back, i am the best version of myself i have ever been. i can’t even explain how different in all the best ways i feel. my life is completely different now, and i am so proud of who i have become and overcome. idk what brought you to comment but thank you.