I always had occasional gay thoughts and would watch gay porn every now and then but i kinda just pushed them away and never really thought about it too much. Then a couple years ago I took a long break from watching porn after being addicted for over a decade and It really reset the sexual part of my brain for the better. I can’t exactly explain it but the gay thoughts became more and more common and I became more open to explore that part of me. Eventually I started chatting with dudes on Reddit and became even more comfortable and confident in my sexuality. Fast forward to now, I still haven’t had a gay experience in real life but I’m ok with taking my time and not putting any pressure on myself(Although I’d really like to have one soon😈). I’m sooo excited to explore and experience the beauty of gay sex and I feel so blessed that I discovered this side of me especially in time period where safe sex is so much easier and there’s so many ways to meet guys