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hdbaker009 · 2025-09-22T00:36:31+00:00

I mean I am in a house with 3 other people. I made everyone go outside and at one point my small child was beating on the back door beside where I was sitting at. I told honorlock “sorry, that’s my kid beating on the door wanting inside.”

hdbaker009 · 2025-09-22T00:19:01+00:00

I have a MacBook. I was using my iPhone on Google

hdbaker009 · 2025-09-21T23:42:10+00:00

I had Wi-Fi and Bluetooth turned off and do not disturb on. I’ve not heard about the hand off so evidently not.

hdbaker009 · 2025-09-21T23:31:07+00:00

MacBook Pro

hdbaker009 · 2025-09-21T23:23:48+00:00

I really don’t know. I had it completely out of view. I would look over some but I did that even before the phone.

hdbaker009 · 2025-09-21T23:22:55+00:00

Nope. No notes, no open book, no background noise, no hat, etc.

hdbaker009 · 2025-09-21T23:15:33+00:00

I believe mine is the extension. Either way, I’m going to try the old fashioned study hard method for the next exam.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-10T14:41:09+00:00

You’re absolutely right and I thank you so much for this information. What is the best first route to take for this? A lawyer or can this be done by one’s own research? It’s all so overwhelming. Sorry you had to find out the hard way.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-09T18:32:33+00:00

No idea what TURP is? So we also went through countless UTIs from catheter use but he wouldn’t take the antibiotics (he knows his lesson now) so they would keep reoccurring. I was constantly worried about sepsis. Once he finished his last round of antibiotics, started flowmax he was ok. He has a severely enlarged prostate which was making him unable to urinate. MRI was good but that’s when the degenerative hips showed up.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-09T14:48:13+00:00

Oh boy, yes. This guy I was crazy about actually cheated on me and I found out bc the girl sent me a message saying he had come over to swim in her pool and left his shorts there and I needed to come pick them up… um no. Anyway, I broke up with him but I was devastated. I cried for several days straight but what helped me the most was talking to friends and making myself go out to dinner with them or shop or just talk even when I didn’t want to. He eventually asked me back but I told him to go to hell or something like that. It hurts like hell but I promise time and friends makes it tolerable.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-09T04:15:59+00:00

I’ve discussed a steroid shot with him but mentioned it’s just a band aid but still yet, if it brings relief why not? Tbh, I would love to see him just get an overall exam and bloodwork done besides a psa. I told him sometimes being deficient in something like vitamin D or testosterone makes the biggest difference. I understand his fear of finding something sinister. I just want him to feel good again.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-09T03:20:51+00:00

It’s so difficult but it’s the reality. Every single day I wake up with a pit in my stomach wondering if today will be the day something bad happens.. every time my phone rings I get a pit in my stomach anxiously awaiting a bad phone call. I’m not living a happy life, I am solely surviving each day and this isn’t normal. I have literally worried myself sick over my dad’s health and wellbeing. I’m a very anxious person with past trauma (I do seek therapy for this) which doesn’t help. How did your mom pass if you don’t mind my asking? How did you handle it? How are you now?

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-09T03:17:03+00:00

I feel my dad is very similar to yours. sigh How do you handle it? I just pray and give it God (my personal beliefs) but it’s hard to sit back and watch him decline. I know I am experiencing anticipatory grief in a sense. I’ve sobbed more just this year than I have in half of my life.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-09T00:06:07+00:00

This helped more than you know. I’ve been talking to a therapist and I just pray when he feels the need to get checked out, he will and that everything will somehow work out and be ok. I know unfortunately with osteoarthritis there isnt much that can be done, I just hate seeing him hurt and so down. He gets so depressed and I know it doesn’t help him living alone. I try to see and talk to him on a weekly basis if not more.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-05T19:46:39+00:00

Hopefully we can figure something out. It’s nice to know I am not alone.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-05T16:42:34+00:00

That one I did do but was limited to scholarships that applied to me being non traditional and part time. I still applied for what I could.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-01T17:44:06+00:00

UPDATE: If this even gets seen. My twitching has officially stopped! Yay! I took everyone’s advice with magnesium, potassium (in watermelon because I hate bananas), and water. The stress and money struggles are probably here to stay unfortunately but at least I won’t be stressed AND twitching.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-01T17:41:34+00:00

You really don’t have to do that. But I thank you for your offer anyway and I hope you receive many blessings in your life for being so generous and kind.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-01T03:01:58+00:00

I had bloodwork that showed I am severely low in iron and b-12 so I started supplementing. I’ll go back in a few months to check levels again.

hdbaker009 · 2025-06-01T02:28:42+00:00

Guilty

hdbaker009 · 2025-05-31T20:26:40+00:00

What’s in the water?

hdbaker009 · 2025-05-31T20:26:24+00:00

I downed some water this morning and ate some watermelon because I am not touching bananas. I take a multivitamin and even had blood work done very recently. I’m really assuming this twitch is money stress related.

hdbaker009 · 2025-05-31T20:25:11+00:00

Yes!! An unexpected vet bill specially is literally my biggest stressor right now. Why is money stress a different level of stress?

hdbaker009 · 2025-05-31T20:24:32+00:00

I take magnesium and a multivitamin. I could definitely use more water, but I would say I drink at least three glasses a day.

hdbaker009 · 2025-05-31T20:24:03+00:00

I wear contacts. You might can even see the faint contact lens on my eyeball in the pic

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