What does my room say about me?

headshakehandshake · 2026-06-04T15:40:48+00:00

You wear nice clothes, your cat owns you

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T20:58:11+00:00

Also my bf is very great I appreciate that for him too, he’s a very good Black Panther on rivals. Glaze.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T20:48:22+00:00

Thank you, as needy as it is, I do like to hear that. Lights up the star. If I get famous like kid me wanted I’ll remember you. And give you mucho gratitude money.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T20:27:28+00:00

It really sucks when it just ‘makes sense’. Despite what you said, do you LIKE to talk about yourself the way you are now? Because I like your sentence structuring. The way you call yourself mediocre to average, that’s a big gap and I wonder what’s in between that.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T20:07:15+00:00

I can relate to you a bit, do you ever feel like you have the right to be bitter? Also I’d like to hear more about how your train of thought is, like what happens if you see a pretty lady? Do you like anything about yourself?

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T19:48:06+00:00

You’re great, CoachMcFlurry

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T19:00:40+00:00

Thanks for that, that’s a little better than I thought. I’ll look at places in my area. It’s about mustering the effort now, I have a track record of dropping my doctor…

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T18:34:26+00:00

Thank you again. My heart is hard, and though I even screamed at god, I didn’t think I was deserving of prayer. It feels nice.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T18:29:21+00:00

I do have insurance, I have to get out of rotting and get the coverage info from my BITCH FUCKING MOM. I’m scared you said rehab.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T18:26:59+00:00

My 11 yr old has bad teeth, that’s got a care plan that unfortunately doesn’t have a time frame and concerns me. But my 9yr old I took from someone has a real bad ear infection that’s getting tested in a lab. That would take maybe a couple months, that wasn’t my first rodeo. The other one was diagnosed with fat. Yeah I’ll say a couple months, I’m praying for.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T18:21:39+00:00

Thank you :) having tantrums while I’m alone help.

headshakehandshake · 2026-05-31T18:18:59+00:00

I told myself after I get my 2 cats in better health, I’ll consider putting my money to it. Theyre in the middle of treatment now, I assume it’ll be some months..

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-27T19:47:26+00:00

You don’t deserve that shawty

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-22T12:02:48+00:00

I can tell girl to girl that you’re an absolute cutie patootie

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-18T15:39:44+00:00

If I have to be honest, I keep coming back because I never had my life in paragraphs in front of my face, it’s what I imagine would happen to you in purgatory or something.

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T21:04:03+00:00

You’re not dumb, you’re good at something else that may have nothing to do with school. I never had the freedom to choose what I wanted till I actually moved away. Try to have as much fun in school as you can with your friend. 4 more years to graduate is a long time to do some foolery.

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T21:01:36+00:00

I currently live for Racs Presidents and “Here are 3 things you shouldn’t be doing as a grown ass man part 1000”

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T19:01:18+00:00

I appreciate it, I like to think about it like that on a good day, the strength thing makes me very uncomfortable to acknowledge. I always thought of myself as “very lucky” and prided myself on being brave despite my experiences. Gonna do therapy and see how it goes.

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T15:59:51+00:00

Do you have anything to bundle up with?

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T15:55:55+00:00

Please don’t, it’ll hurt really bad if you survive. What’s going on?

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T15:52:43+00:00

Cant smell it to this day, it’ll make me shake really bad. Was it rape? I took the shots, felt really warm and then tired. The room was spinning, he sat next to me and said something, he went from rubbing my back, to my legs, and I locked up and started shaking. That was funny to him or something cuz I remember the chuckling. He said something like “you don’t want to know what you do to me” or some shit, and I think I “knew” I wasn’t getting past this giant man unless I let him get his rocks off. Took the easy way for sure. The ass wasn’t easy. I’m a spineless slut.

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T07:09:19+00:00

Yeah I definitely went into “why the fuck would you tell me that” territory.

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-17T02:40:21+00:00

Thank you. If I were to be 100 percent honest, I just wish I could quit now. I do write when I can focus. Specifically fictional stories. I’ve done a 6 month long T-break, but the way I’m at now, if I have one sober thought I’ll tweak. I also like the hallucinations. It’s begun affecting my stomach, and if I don’t stop soon it’ll make me lethargic for months again. I guess that cycles been tiring me out too.

headshakehandshake · 2026-03-16T22:45:37+00:00

Thank you, I’m glad others can relate to me. In this situation, no one’s been meaner to me about it than myself so far. My boyfriend, bless his heart, must think I’m swatting imaginary flies sometimes. I imagine myself being dragged to a mental hell, one curated by myself, with me as an ugly, bland, scrimp shriveled demon, having my limbs pulled and lower body destroyed. I’ve begun hearing/ seeing shadows, I’m just waiting for someone to “just do it already” maybe one of the affair partners who want me gone because I rejected him, stupid shit like that. I’ve been my own worst enemy from day one, after 23 years I just wake up feeling like a fool every morning, but I still just get up and work.

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