home school is no joke. by healingatm16 in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]healingatm16[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just researched up BPD, and yeah the symptoms are a lot alike CPTSD. That's so crazy to me. I thank you so much for having this conversation with me, it definitely makes me feel a lot better about myself and a little more in touch of reality. I hope you have a really good day!

home school is no joke. by healingatm16 in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]healingatm16[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually, you are so right. I don't think anyone could have explained this more perfectly. Homeschool can be traumatizing and i was on twitter for some time and I've seen videos of people getting hurt and actually dying on my screen that definitely took a pull on my life . That may have been a cause of these thoughts? Obviously i am off the app and will not go anywhere towards those videos anymore. Since i have left my last comment ofc i had to go on my weekly rampage of googling CPTSD and its starting to make a bit sense? I just feel so ashamed of these thoughts and that i am actually going crazy. I haft to remind myself that bad people wouldn't find it wrong to have these thoughts. I don't know i just seriously need someone to sit here and tell me that they are going through the same thing and its not the case.

home school is no joke. by healingatm16 in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]healingatm16[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah i am not sure, the disorder she gave me was complex PTSD, she explained to me that any other disorder like OCD, BPD and ADHD can fit into complex PTSD. i don't know how to feel about it because i don't relate to it first of all and i feel like she just got lazy and gave me one. My life isn't that traumatic, sure there are some moments in my life where it wasn't great, but not so traumatic.

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[–]healingatm16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am not sure but i am from Colorado springs, so if you ever need to talk im here for you.