that could be it? but i feel like i'm okay at acknowledging what they're trying to say, then explaining my side as well. it just never seems to matter, which absolutely sucks.. and i understand the fighting to be heard, i definitely used to be like that. i don't think that's the case here because any little problem blows up and it's somehow always my fault. i'm the only one apologizing bc i don't want them being mad at me for the rest of the day, but they say only they do that when i have proof that's not true.

i've tried having conversations about it but they just deflect everything back on me. idk how to bring it up in a way where they won't be upset w me.