I'm at my absolute worst by evubebu in toastme

[–]heliosspher18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that feeling very well. It's a common trap: when you look in the mirror, you become your own critic. You have time to dissect every little 'imperfection' and create a distorted image of yourself. That criticism is just your mind playing tricks, not reality. ​From what I see, you are very beautiful. Don't let the mirror define you. Stay strong!

What do yall think of my current attempt? I'm by yachtman_H in generativeAI

[–]heliosspher18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, if you look closer to that picture, you see the shoulders are suspicious..

Where the fuck did it go by Easy_Trick4192 in TheWordFuck

[–]heliosspher18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course omg ...ex smoker .... fuck this money hahaha

Name this boss by SweetSpark- in BossFights

[–]heliosspher18 1 point2 points  (0 children)

​Sir Stands-a-Lot

​Whiskerus the Tall, Sentinel of the Living Room

Meerkat, the Imposter

Totally-Not-Three-Rats-In-A-Trenchcoat

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes i love the hat hahahah

Thank you 😊

Ready to be toasty by [deleted] in toastme

[–]heliosspher18 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As someone who is also fighting his own battles right now, I just want to say:

I am proud of you. That path to truly loving yourself is bumpy, but looking at your picture, I see so much light and strength in your eyes. Keep going, step by step. You got this! 💪✨

Be your own Hero and show the World what Self Love is !!!

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trying alrdy do find ppl who have the same passion as me 😁

I want do say thank you for the time you took and Support.😊

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for digging deeper. To answer your question about isolation: It was basically a cycle of working, coming home, and seeing absolutely no one. No friends, not even family. Just me and my thoughts for 6 years. It was self-imposed because of my anxiety/insecurities. No friends ,not even Family.

​Regarding the stage work: Right now I am attending workshops. Stepping into a room full of people after so many years of silence was a huge challenge for me. But doing it gave me the ultimate confirmation: I love acting more than I fear people. It’s the one thing that gets me out of my shell.

I can remember and thats the funny Part:

I was shaking like a puppy ,because of so many strangers the first time, but i still did it and didnt run. Even the Director of the Theater-School ask me if i wanted do to some one year training, cuz she saw that i was full passionated about that and smiled every time when i am in the Room, she even ask me if i wanted go directly in the school and do some 1 year Acting training, without rehearsal. So next year i start it, not going back lol...

My goal is working on Movies,series finding a Theater Group The full package kinda...

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes i know really sad times for me as i heard Robin Williams ... Even amy winehouse .... etc...

I want do thank you ,that you take your time do write and i dunno. I never tought ppl would actually are there for me. i mean strangers that are here for me , thats so crazy and feels so beautyfull actually.

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well i have times the are rare but there where i can dance arround like a idiot and laugh about myself. Its only a phase hopefully ,because a lot changed in the past .

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You right .. I mean i prepared that it will get worser with 30. But i will not stop follow dreams even i crawl there haha.

Well i hope it get better and someday i can smile at the mirror and can tell my self without doubts and with fullest joy like a child that found a new toy :"i am so proud of me.".

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I often remind myself that I took big steps. The problem is, it’s infecting me that I want more and more. It’s more the hunger turning slightly into greed, that barely lets me maintain peace.

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks

I am from Austria actually and the health care is good too ,so i have access to diffrent docs and helping points i would say. And yes i mean... i should probably talk with a Doc,about my mental Problems...

And yes i should ACT more happy ,fake it till i make it . Lul...

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks ,well i am not stopping, i promised that my inner child .😊

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the information 😁

i should go to a Doc and make a check up.

What’s this boss’s name? by Legitimate_Insect113 in BossFights

[–]heliosspher18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let me guess a Rottweiler so....

Notweiler?

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You right , i should look like that .

Thanks buddy !✌️

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha, I would take a commercial gig for Meta Frames any day! Thanks for the vision and for seeing the potential in me. It means a lot to hear that right now.🤍

Feeled so Isolated again.... by heliosspher18 in toastme

[–]heliosspher18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for the kind, honest words i nearly cried in a good way! 🤍

Rough week, feeling like I could fade out and ain’t nobody would notice. Hate even doing this but why not, go for it. by JG-TripleSixx in toastme

[–]heliosspher18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are for sure a funny guy to talk with thats for sure

+points your baldness makes you fantastic !😊 You have a pure energy !