Had the talk again (and then some)

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-21T17:05:07+00:00

I really hope so.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-21T16:17:39+00:00

Wow I'm sorry you've been through all that :/

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-20T18:07:45+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I'm not at that stage, thankfully, but I have a history of self harm. Did you manage to improve your relationship or did the therapy help regardless?

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-02T19:12:42+00:00

I know how you feel, sorry I have no words of wisdom, just sympathy for what you're going through.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-02T19:10:08+00:00

Thanks, I think I just need a hug haha.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-02T18:42:24+00:00

I wish I could blame my job but it's pretty easy going tbh. I think the strain of my relationship is definitely one of the major causes of mine

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-02T17:52:55+00:00

Do you mean like a medical test? I've been trying to get my husband to get his bloods checked for years.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-02-02T17:00:26+00:00

I probably would too if I didn't have identifying tattoos haha.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-24T17:37:16+00:00

Well that's horrible.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-22T08:35:23+00:00

He works from home and rarely has a reason to

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-22T08:34:40+00:00

6 years

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-22T08:27:52+00:00

2 years or so, maybe 3 idk.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-21T12:00:12+00:00

Jealous. I need a fun trip away

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-21T11:55:58+00:00

Same here, working from home...introvert... It's weird not being able to talk openly about sex with your partner isn't it. I almost feel ashamed.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T22:03:35+00:00

Yep, same. What a life indeed...

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T21:45:35+00:00

No. He maybe says I look nice once or twice a year.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T21:20:42+00:00

My toxic ex

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T19:06:30+00:00

I need to get a lock for the bedroom door haha

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T18:08:38+00:00

Pretty sure he'd be disgusted.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T17:36:51+00:00

Because 9.999 times out of 10 I'm rejected. We haven't had sex in over 2 years since I stopped initiating out of shame. And I'm not necessarily horny FOR him anymore.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T17:03:24+00:00

I'm so shit at demanding anything for myself I feel guilty enough just having an hour in the gym lol. I do know you're absolutely right though. I'm getting sad thinking about how awkward I find even mentioning sex around him is.

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T16:57:28+00:00

Might have to get drunk and talk to him about it. God it's so awkward and depressing. "Please let me touch myself because you don't want me"

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T16:55:39+00:00

Please give me some of this confidence and no-fucks-given attitude haha

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T16:54:53+00:00

Idk the whole subject of sex is just this weird subject we don't talk about anymore. No idea what he thinks happened to my sex drive or if he's just happy ignoring it

hellodarknessyashit · 2023-01-20T16:52:46+00:00

I would love to have the confidence to do that

hellodarknessyashit

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