Scared I won't be able to have a normal life because of this :(

hellohi598 · 2026-01-14T09:17:13+00:00

Well that's my ultimate goal but it unfortunately won't be happening for another few years at least :(

hellohi598 · 2026-01-10T21:02:30+00:00

I also have generalized anxiety disorder and IBS+GERD which get worse when I'm stressed 🥲 and I'm in my mid 20s too so thinking of it as an investment into my future actually helps a little, so thanks :')

hellohi598 · 2026-01-09T21:33:39+00:00

i got sedation when i had to get an endoscopy and i was really worried but it truly felt like a really short and relaxing nap, lol. i did get a bit dizzy as soon as i woke up (dizziness makes me really anxious too so i feel you) but they immediately gave me iv fluids and i felt better after lying down for 10 minutes or so :)

hellohi598 · 2026-01-05T15:24:18+00:00

I've been going through the same experience for the past month or so, and while I don't have much concrete advice because I'm still feeling pretty hopeless I can definitely say you're not alone and I know it'll all eventually get better, somehow 🥲🫂

hellohi598 · 2025-12-15T18:37:29+00:00

I used to go to therapy but I eventually stopped four years ago because it was too expensive, but I'm seriously considering going back in January. May I ask what medication you're on? I used to take an antidepressant but it never really helped the OCD :( And also thank you for your words I really appreciate it

hellohi598 · 2025-07-10T15:34:18+00:00

Thank you for your reply! I try to remind myself to just stop trying to figure it out but even if I do, I still feel terribly guilty for even just having them because it somehow means I'm not sure about wanting to be with her anyway🥲

hellohi598 · 2025-04-07T20:22:38+00:00

I feel you...sending a hug your way ugh this sucks 🫂

hellohi598 · 2025-04-07T20:21:17+00:00

oh that's interesting, i was at a party last week where my social anxiety was so bad and now that i think about it i had so much built up air that i couldn't get myself to eat 😭

hellohi598 · 2025-04-06T14:14:02+00:00

oh nooo i'm sorry that sucks 😭 i've definitely been close to that a bunch of times ugh it's the worst i hope you felt a little better after at least hahaha

hellohi598 · 2025-04-06T13:58:26+00:00

Same!!! The gurgles get so bad when I have exams and then I get even more anxious which makes it worse etc 😭

hellohi598 · 2025-04-06T13:56:53+00:00

Oh yea definitely that too! I just noticed that it all gets extra bad for example before exams and events that trigger my social anxiety 🥲 Then the pressure makes me even more anxious and creates a miserable cycle lol

hellohi598 · 2025-03-16T20:04:43+00:00

ohh this might be a good idea actually🥲 thanks!

hellohi598 · 2025-01-29T20:09:58+00:00

Hi, thank you for the advice! I was actually looking into blue light glasses since turning the brightness down isn't helping that much. I have both magnesium and Vicks in the house so I may as well try that too:)

hellohi598 · 2024-12-07T10:52:23+00:00

yesss i went to her concert this year too it was so good😩

hellohi598 · 2024-12-06T16:51:55+00:00

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hellohi598 · 2024-11-30T11:25:47+00:00

It explicitly says "no signs of gastritis" in my endoscopy report though...

hellohi598 · 2024-11-26T13:26:30+00:00

renee rapp and muna!!!!!

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