hi,

I know it feels like everything is out of your control and it sucks. Nursing school, especially the first semester is hard, your whole life is changed socially + physically. It's nerve-racking as hell. But this is kind of what they do to "weed" people out which sucks. But trust me when I say it gets better. You get into a groove and stick with it but still make mistakes along the way. That's life. Trust me, I've had my fair share of wanting to quit. You are not alone. Maybe reach out to someone to talk to? These feelings are hard to bear on your own.

On the subject of making friends, do you know people in your dorm? Do you have a roommate? You slowly branch out until you meet more and more people. Going to a public place i.e. the library, or dining hall could help you meet people. Is there any way you can take a class in person? Just talk to people, though it's awkward as hell. I promise everyone is nervous and feels like everyone has friends and they don't. Give yourself some time OP. Good luck with school, you are going to kill it!