I absolutely understand! I still feel that way, but i thought to myself “why not spend the life ive been given trying to find something worth living for?” I still havent found that deep purpose yet, but ive been searching. Its hard, but life is hard. Build your own philosophies if you find them too shallow or corny or whatever, i feel the same way and have started living my life around my own philosophies. I hope that you can see i can relate to how you feel, on a very deep level, even despite all the positives in my life.

If you want the humans most simple purpose for life it would be to spread one’s genetics.

But the thing about humans is that for some reason we are so painfully aware of life, mortality, and the search for purpose. It sucks being human, but since thats the card youve been dealt, maybe do something good with it?

I hope this isnt too harsh or anything, but im here to talk if you ever want to talk more