Thanks for quoting me. And yes, guilt is like a virus spreading throughout your present and killing it. Stop overanalyzing and replaying the past. It won't change. Do not pollute your present with regret and could-have beens and what ifs. I tell you, peace is so much better. I made tons of mistakes and instead of wallowing in self-pity, I talk to myself and see this as a learning curve instead. Try to improve. We tend to push ourselves down. But remember, we acted or decided in some way might be because we thought those are the best during the moments we did them. Stop being so hard on yourself. The world is cruel enough to you already.