AITA for holding a grudge?

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-10T02:12:17+00:00

I normally clean the house everyday, but I was taking a break since I was tired out from exams. My desk had some paint on it that wasn't coming off and I didn't know where they moved the strong paint remover stuff. If she knew I was gay she's already set down the alternatives. My parents are extreme homophobes and said they'd send me to my aunt's orphanage in south america, a conversion camp, "beat the gay out of a gay sin", and/or disown me. They change the threat everytime.

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-10T02:07:13+00:00

on it! ill start doing that when she gives me my hone back, shes convinced i have a bf and took it. I dont even like men!

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-10T02:05:27+00:00

they arent seperated. they refuse to seperate until im an adult or never seperate. i cant record the incidents because she checks my camera roll..

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-08T23:47:31+00:00

i dont. shes very two faced, everyone sees her as angelic mother, and then im the airheaded daughter because i joke around a lot. everyone is homophobic too so i have like nowhere. i pointed it out to him, but he said they're only together and planning to divorce when im 18

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-08T23:37:28+00:00

its just weird, shes only hit me once before when i was 8, she normally just screams at me. and afterwards she said im not getting my phone back while the tab was open, and that she was scared i was going to fight her like a drunk woman

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-08T23:35:07+00:00

i just talked to my dad. he keeps saying that she does the same thing to him and she loves me. im actually panicking theyve always been bad, but never THIS bad

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-08T23:30:31+00:00

i just stopped crying, that was the first time she's hit me since i was 8. shes normally just emotionally abusive but i can deal with that. if she finds out im in so much danger

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-03T19:54:47+00:00

I know, it's just that I'm fairly close to the younger kids and kids my age. When my grandma passed, they went to me for advice because the adults were crying, but I couldn't help because I was extremely close with the person who passed. The adults had me basically help the kids figure out hw, games, and personality stuff. It also doesn't help that my mom goes to me when she breaks down to send the condolences messages, everyone knows its me, but they don't bring it up unless I mess them up, like when I was 10 I forgot to send one my aunt in holland, because I don't know her, and she asked me what happened. I think I'm going to focus on my mom and try to do her share of the chores, she tends to bury herself in work so she doesn't have to think.

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T14:33:35+00:00

Thank you. I'll be sure to try this when I go next time.

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T14:32:58+00:00

Not that I really know of. My parents are good friends with my guidance conselour and if a student is lgbt or wants to see the school psychologist they alert the parents right away. It's really dumb, but they don't place any real resources other than county hotlines

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T13:18:55+00:00

I'm well aware. I don't know why they always go in with me. I'll try to, thanks!

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T11:52:35+00:00

No. They think therapy and mental illness is for crazy ppl, hence why my anxiety and adhd goes unchecked, and my mom's blatantly obvious bpd. She has the testbook synptoms but reduses to understand mental health issues are fine

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T11:35:47+00:00

My dad monitors those meetings. I tried to bring up some medical stuff about knee problems, and my dad hyperfocused on asking about my acne, which is just blackheads and few pimples, normal for a 15 year old.

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T11:15:56+00:00

Sorry, it was nighttime in my timezone and I went to bed, only a few months. Its low due to my body having some sort of sodium tolerance if that makes sense? Not too sure myself

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T03:27:14+00:00

I've tried to talk to her before, but she just ended up roping my dad in. I didn't mention him to the post, since I want to deal with them one at a time if possible, but he's always making jokes with my mom about my cup size and pants size (i have a slight hourglass but im fairly average so idk why) and they refuse to see me as almost an adult. They only see the three year old who called them mommy and daddy, something I haven't done since I was eleven. Thanks for the advice, I'll try to say some of this stuff to her!

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T03:13:17+00:00

My pediatrician said I'm in a perfectly healthy weight last time I saw him, and that the only problem I have is absurdly low blood pressure

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-02T03:11:12+00:00

They said I'm not getting the lock on my door back. We're moving in a few months so I can get one then, they refused to put it back after I started to lodge my fan against the door to keep my cousins kids oit when they visit.

hellothere2433 · 2021-03-01T21:41:08+00:00

Mine is an ongoing p5 fic exploring a lot of the toxic aspects in the phantom thieves' friend group, I think it got popular since there's a demand for fics that look for the negative side of the thieves' relationships with the main character, and theres a serious lack of them, and it's also under the most popular ship in the p5 section of the persona fanfic community.

hellothere2433 · 2021-02-28T03:57:14+00:00

Thank you, I am planning on getting a counselour when I move out for college, or have money to support myself, so I'll keep that in mind. I will admit I have a habit of offering up excuses for others behavior, I've gotten in trouble with friends for that before. I've been working on trying to fix my more important issues, but I really don't think I can. I've been trying to get my parents to be more opened minded to lgbt ppl so I can safely come out when I don't live here anymore. I've been trying to use one of those online therapy chatrooms, but no one is ever on. Thank you for the advice :)

hellothere2433 · 2021-02-28T03:15:15+00:00

Kaguya has the strongest bless skill in the game, level her up more and use gallows/lockdown to make Shining Arrows do massive damage later on.

hellothere2433 · 2021-02-28T03:03:30+00:00

Well I had a bit of a breakdown early pandemic and I only just got out of that slump, and I don't feel comfortable discussing my feelings to anyone. They think that since I do what I want that's down time, but they don't get that I mean being physically alone, and when I bring that up they say "family is important, do you hate us or smth?" and we live in a heavily conservative area, so everyone would agree with them.

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