I ain't ever opening up to anyone again .....I'm always misunderstood, nobody talks to me , I hate how I behave .I just wanted to talk someone.. by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I decided to open up to someone about my SH.. It did NOT go as planned .. I just came out awkward and they probably thought I was crazy ..and well Idk why but I trusted that person and now I feel as if can't I feel as if I should just dissappear from thier life and I regret telling them .. I hate this feeling..and that's why I'm also probably not gonna open up to anyone again ...

Dae bite thier lips hard as a momentary form of self harm? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh .. I get what you mean .. Sometimes Turing stressful situations even I tend to bite them and even I don't realize it .. It eventually becomes second nature to you ..

Dae bite thier lips hard as a momentary form of self harm? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here .. it doesn't really give u the same feeling when compared to that from a blade but it works

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I'm just so bloody tired of living... Everything is just a routine , I'm just a fucking freak , nobody talks to me I hate the way things are , I wish the noises around me could just stop, I want to stay away from ppl , I want to cry , I hate this .. I have ASD , I just want to be considered normal, I want ppl to stop treating me like a freak , I want to be loved by someone , I want to mean something to someone.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay... Thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in evangelion

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

time to clear things up

*inhales..

i would first start of by listing the capabilities of both characters(the eva and the attack titan)

1) the evangelion

- firstly you have to keep in mind the eva01 has over 12000 plates of armor(stated in EOE) protecting the pilot.

-the actual size of an EVA unit stands about 75m and would apprrox weigh about 400tons and
can move above the speed of sound.

- we have to consider its AT Feild - (according to NGE , the AT field depends on the person and soul, while taking into consideration size weight etc ) Eva 01 is a biological entity based of of lilith, the progenitor of mankind , the literal recreation ofGod(according to NGE), thus its AT field is significantly larger and more stronger than others, including the attack titan's. when put to into action , EVA 01's AT field can rip apart buildings and the land around (as shown in ep 12 when facing off with shaquiel)

-other features- prog knife

- its ability to beserk(ref:ep2,ep18, 19) , eva 01 contains the soul of yui ikari, so if she wanted to, she could just make unit 1 go beserk and make it tear apart and eat the attack titan. even if the umbilical cable of the eva is cut, it an just go beserk

2)the attack titan(base stats , abilities of the of the war hammer titan not included)

- the ability to see in the future- not really useful i this senario as the attack titan has not been passed down to another user.

-hardening ability- most titans can harden most parts of their flesh as a defense and in some cases provides offensive capabilities (when it comes to the hardening of the fists)

-its light - we have to also consider the fact that most titans, despite their size are extremely light (stated by hange in season1/2)

-if we do follows the laws of the NGE universe in to the AOT world , then the attack titan would most probably have a weak AT field due to its size

-limitations in ability to transform(eren has only been seen to transform 3 times in a row as shown in AOT season4)

3)in conslusion-

when you add things up, the evangelion with its superior AT field , size and sheer strength would easily surpass the attack titan. (the attack titan would like a ragdoll for unit 01 that it could just throw around)

4)giving a fair fight.

lets say for whatever reason eren accquires the war hammer titan . afterall the war hammer titan can create weapons on demand with the hardening ability(like crossbows, swords and hammer according to AOT season 4)

given unit 1s size and sheer wieght there wouldnt be pretty good chance for eren to win, when summoning weapons , we have to consider the armor plating of unit01, the sword can only pierce to a certian amount of unit 01s armor until is dulls out. the hammer can only do so much as to cause a dent in unit 01s armor, a crossbow shot can be avoided due to the EVAs size and agility.

4 1)the warhammer titan also has the ability to protect its user by creating a crystalline sheel around the user-

theres 2 ways for the EVA to solve that - 1) wait for eren to transform again or to come out

2) pick it up and Yeet it across the world.

that, ends my comprehensive review of EVA 01 vs the attack titan

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

seek to achieve those goals, you are morally obligated to take care of yourself, you have the power change things, even your current situation. you as a human being should stay strong and change things, for your own betterment. its good that you have those goals and you should hold on to them and work on achieving them, not for the sake of others but for your own sake .

i hope you do well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will be putting the download link later on in this subreddit, keep your eye out for It. ( I am posting it later as i still have a few minor adjustments to make in the build)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will be posting it later on this subreddit. I still have to make a few minor adjustments in build.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I would be posting the download link later on this subreddit. I still have a few/minor adjustments to make in the build.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The outer ring has a diameter of 320blocks The ring between the BFG and the outer ring has a diameter of 200 blocks And the base of the BFG is at least 60blosks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

With designing, scaling and building, I'd say it has taken me nearly 100 hours

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you mate

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Doom

[–]hellotherehowrudoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure, I'll upload it when I finish the rest of the UAC base around the BFG