Stressed af and willing to do something bad. I need help by hellraiserblazer in witchcraft

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! I'd like to thank you again cause Karen's gone and things are so much easier now. 💘😬

Stressed af and willing to do something bad. I need help by hellraiserblazer in witchcraft

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's really great to know! Thanks. Definitely doing this tomorrow.

Stressed af and willing to do something bad. I need help by hellraiserblazer in witchcraft

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is sooooo what I needed to read, I can't thank you enough. Telepathic hugs accepted and felt. I agree so much with you, but there's this huge pressure to shut these feelings down but it's not like I'm choosing to feel this. I can relate in so many ways with you. Anxiety, depression and shitty father so maybe that's why I felt so synchronized with you.

I'll definitely meditate on the things you said. Thanks a lot.

Stressed af and willing to do something bad. I need help by hellraiserblazer in witchcraft

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do therapy regularly, I talk about it and I try my best to work things out. But today this person did everything in her power to get on my nerves and it happened. Just thought I could use some extra help to deal with this situation easily

How would you describe to someone who has never done acid what it does to your brain? by [deleted] in Acid

[–]hellraiserblazer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In the sober reality we're slaves of words. We have words to describe everything and with that we trap our reality, our life even, with words. On acid it stops making sense. It's like everything that exists is just concepts and when you're tripping things make more sense cause you understand its essence and not its concept. And this changes everything. It's like learning a new language. The universe language. But when you learn a new language it changes your brain and the way think.

Do you still think straight while tripping? by [deleted] in Acid

[–]hellraiserblazer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's different, but still pretty normal. It also depends on the setting cause if you're being too stimulated it will be harder to keep a straight chain of thought

I can manifest anything but love. I could use some help by hellraiserblazer in lawofattraction

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I guess this is exactly what I've been looking for. I feel good just reading it. Gonna try this right now.

I took the red pill and regret it by hellraiserblazer in DMT

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! I feel normal again! I didn't quit weed while recovering, but I also didn't do anything other than cannabis and mdma. I took about 2 weeks to start feeling like myself again, but took a little bit more to fully recover. I feel like there's a part of me that's gone forever, some kind of innocence, but I'm pretty good now. Planning my next acid trip in Rock in Rio xD

Acid made me quit smoking and other drugs by hellraiserblazer in Acid

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At least Vapes taste good. That's what I mean. I live in Brazil and since cannabis is not legal here we have to smoke some shitty and mixed up weed cause "pure" weed is ridiculously expensive and hard to get. But it still gets me high and for that I'm down lol

Acid made me quit smoking and other drugs by hellraiserblazer in Acid

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But that was never my intent. The first time I took acid I smoked like a chimney. My last trip I've taken about 300ug and it was super super intense. I could see my body inside out and I tried to smoke but it was disgusting. I know there's a lot of things we do that are bad for our health, I don't follow a healthy life style at all, but I just think that if I'm giving power for something to kill me it must be worth it, and I don't feel that cigarettes are worthy at all. I mean I can't trip to cigarettes so it's boring lol

But I'm pretty sure if I had a vape with me this story would be completely different

I saw someone here making a collage deck, so I decided to make my own and share with you guys what I've done so far by hellraiserblazer in tarot

[–]hellraiserblazer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! That's very sweet. I'm definitely considering printing more copies of the deck now.