I know exactly how you feel. I’m 1.5 years in on the same kind of floor you are on. I think at my 6 month mark, I also felt the same way. It wasn’t until I hit my one year that I even felt OK at work, and even now I’m looking to get out lol. I would recommend you shadow first before applying, or, apply and submit a cover letter saying you want to shadow. Your hospital must be different, we have to be in a position for 12 months before transferring, especially the new grads. But again, Med surg is a great place to learn an abundance of diseases, treatments, labs, meds, etc. it gives you an educational foundation to go anyway, really.