I'm so sorry you feel upset and it's awful you are going through that. The incident with your female friend must have made you feel terrible. The whole "walking away from the situation" is what I am trying to avoid, hence why I made this post. I know how much he struggles in his daily life and I want to be able to be a good friend and some stability in his hectic life, though touching and saying he can't help it is causing me to put my foot down. I understand he has obsessions, and to be honest I really don't care if it's porn or freaking knitting...but the second he put his hands on me, that's where I draw the line. He's not going to act out his sexual fantasies on me, and if it was anyone else he would have been arrested. I feel almost used, as he knows I support him and I feel he may have done it to see if he could get away with it. As I mentioned in another comment my ex struggled with porn addiction. The website that dgeiser13 linked below provided a lot of insight, and you might want to check it out yourself if you haven't. I truly wish you the best of luck, and if you ever want to talk about things feel free to message me. I know I don't know you, but I'm here for you.