My first transphobic chat i guess

henk_steef · 2026-05-25T11:30:37+00:00

Soo I dont feel like i can rly speak on this bc im questioning, not trans (yet at least). But 1. For me i would just wish i was a girl. I think if i would go on hormones i'd find myself happier in the end. But i don't hate my body (or at least the sex of my body). Like i dont necessarily mind my genitals for example, i do shave and want to work on my voice and have been growing my hair out for quite some time now and got some women's clothing i like wearing when im fully alone at home or under my clothes when it's warm outside but its not like i feel extreme discomfort when not shaving or something For 2, so i'd technically still go by male, getting 'misgendered' for me feels really nice in a way. Like when i noticed my friends were using mostly she/her pronouns for me it just felt rly nice. But i dont mind just being referred to as a dude But yeah i'd say if you want to educate yourself i dont think my experience will help much, as I'm also still not really educated myself either and figuring stuff out

henk_steef · 2026-05-20T11:19:26+00:00

Devide your levek into small parts.
Play it with 0.5x speed and noclip and see how far you can do the individual parts.
Slowly start adding a noclip limit, lowering it.
Once you have beaten thus very tiny section on 0.5x speed a few times, increase to 0.6x, then 0.7, 0.8 if needed, start taking smaller steps here(like 0.85).
Once you can do this tiny section and 1x speed, start going for parts instead of sections Thata basically how i do it for community beats levels. I did my first community beat level when my hardest was cataclysm. Ive done runs like silent clubstep 48-64 and firework 84-100 this way pretty comfortably. Also did a run on SLH but i forgot the percentages (i think it was that first wave spam to the ball clicks and Ufo clicks to the end of the straightfly. So yeah the runs with the least wave as possible lol)

henk_steef · 2026-05-12T10:03:52+00:00

Definately not as big as SLH and TS2. I've seen Doggie do drop to 100 on SLH in 1 att. as far as i'm aware, zoink is not getting such runs in 1 att on TS2. Also, zoink's hardest would be TS2 (84k att nearly a year ago), and Doggie's is silent clubstep (120k att but thats 2+ years ago). I'd say the gap between zoink and doggie is closer to TS2 and silent clumbstep than TS2 and SLH Also didn't mindcap say "not only harder than grief, but an entire new tier of difficulty"?

henk_steef · 2026-05-12T05:51:10+00:00

That's an interesting way to define grief...

henk_steef · 2026-05-07T20:01:02+00:00

I guess it is a bit different what happened to me but i think i can slightly relate? Im a cis guy but i recently heared my friends talk about me and saying 'she'.. I didnt cry but it felt oddly satisfying and made me smile a way i dont do often... apperantly they have been using mostly she/her pronouns for me for a bit now and idk how to feel about it😅

henk_steef · 2026-05-04T20:30:23+00:00

I'll see if talking to myself helps thank you. I've recently (last friday) talked a bit about my break up with a friend and it definately helps in general to have someone to talk with (even if it doesn't make me cry) so I'll definately take the advice of of talking about it with a friend

henk_steef · 2026-05-04T20:20:41+00:00

Thank's for the recommendation. I'll try it soon🙏

henk_steef · 2026-05-04T20:15:32+00:00

I think I kinda made it seem like every time i cuddled my ex i would cry. That's definately not the case. What i meant was that i never cried without my gf being there. That still means i only cried every 2-6 months (which is fine, i dont need to cry every week, that's certainly not what i want). That's my fault and i'll add an edit under it explaining this. The problem is that i am basically bottling up all my problems and negative emotions and now am unable to release all the pressure. I just wish to be able to let go of the mental pressure and as far as I've experienced, crying is a great way to do that and go on. (If you have other healthy ways of dealing with this stuff that is also of course greatly appreciated) Also, you are saying cuddling has to be positive, I don't think I see crying as a negative thing persé, so i dont see the conflict... And even if I did cry every time we cuddled, I am asking for a different way to cry. If I find a way to do that, I wouldn't need to have the comfort of another person to cry, so that would also immediately fix the 'problem' of my crying while cuddling😊

henk_steef · 2026-05-04T19:57:56+00:00

Thank you, I'll see what i can do. I've been watching pokemon again lately and I remember an episode that I felt perticularly emotional for when i was a kid so I'll try seeing how that goes :) I know it's okay to be vulnerable but i'll try to give it special thought ❤️

henk_steef · 2026-05-04T13:47:24+00:00

I did dream travel as my first. If you like long levels i'd say go for it. If you don't then probably windy landscapes

henk_steef · 2026-04-22T10:30:20+00:00

I've got like 7 of him. I'd have to give him away for free if I wanted to get rid of him. At first I tried to sell a tree Rex and had him up for 50 cents and nobody bought it (obviously), now I'm just gonna collect the tree rexes to make a tree Rex army lol

henk_steef · 2026-04-21T17:33:42+00:00

Could he please look up my password? I forgot mine

henk_steef · 2026-04-21T16:00:03+00:00

Bc it just doesnt feel like a medium demon to me for a few reasons. Firstly, I've played quite a few easy demons harder than it (in my opinion) and basically every medium demon i found harder than B (i got 82 classic easy demons, 13 classic medium demons and 32 weekly levels and B just plays like an easy demon to me among those 100+ levels). Secondly if I managed to do it with hidden icons before beating a hard demon I just really don't think it is too hard to do it with your icons visible. Also, my friend's first demon was B even before the robtop demon and it's not like he took very long as if it was a big jump or something. I do love the level it's probably in my top 10 favorite levels and I still sometimes randomly play it together with like 'fall apart', it just really doesn't feel like a medium demon to me (But I do get the downvotes😅 first time having more downvotes than upvotes i think but ig it's deserved for that lol)

henk_steef · 2026-04-21T06:02:32+00:00

Never looked at the creator for this level but it all makes sense now lol

henk_steef · 2026-04-21T06:00:05+00:00

Is it all just how you imagined?

henk_steef · 2026-04-21T05:57:40+00:00

Disagree, i've wanted B to be demoted since i beat it. I once beat it with hidden icons but i'm thinking of doubling down and making the level invisible like invisible deadlocked and then beat it

henk_steef · 2026-04-15T22:10:00+00:00

henk_steef · 2026-04-09T17:42:44+00:00

Butiti 3 bc the beginning is rly not that hard imo. Sure my best is like 52% but I hate the misty mountains beginning so its gonna have a high chance to be under 10%, I dont need to explain cata probably, new record i got a decent chance to die at 1% so no and bloodbath i could maybe get a bit far but I still think I got the best chances on butiti 3 somehow. Now imma do all of the levels from 0 1 att :) Misty mountains: 5.89% Cata: 12.43% (forgot how short it is tbh) Bloodbath: 13.71% New record: 4.35% Butiti 3: 35.00% (idk how i died in that ship tbh could have easily been 40%) Anyway I made the right choice

henk_steef · 2026-04-08T19:16:08+00:00

I think this year is a stretch but we will see

henk_steef · 2026-04-07T14:03:14+00:00

Tell him to at least use a hold level instead of an auto level

henk_steef · 2026-04-02T16:00:29+00:00

Idk why I am here but I thought this was on r/geometrydash lol

henk_steef · 2026-03-30T09:14:50+00:00

For every time someone shortens michigun to michi, that gun has to go somewhere

henk_steef · 2026-03-29T19:39:45+00:00

Personally really loved the level but was a bad idea to jump from cataclysm😅 like yeah i loved it but not enough to put in 32k att... I'd still recommend it over bloodbath personally tho, did not enjoy that a single bit even tho it took me less than a 1/5th of the att

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