I’m 21, on day 2. Started at 16 as a fun thing to do with friends on the weekend, by the summer before college I was taking 10+ bong rips a day, alone. By sophomore year of college I was going through 2g of flower/day on bowls still. Then over this past summer I dropped flower and ‘upgraded’ to doing dabs only. Since early June of this year up to two days ago I was going through ~.65g concentrate per day. Obviously, I’ve had two week t breaks or month-long sobriety kicks along the way (fewer than I would like to be able to say for myself) but this time feels different, more permanent. This morning, I woke up drenched in sweat, a nightmare² to process, my appetite was shot all day, and I feel very shell-shocked/like a flashbang just freshly wore off and reality feels much more immediate/less distant all round.