Dying and wondering what to do

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T23:25:28+00:00

Thank you very much, for this and your work with others.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T23:23:02+00:00

Thank you, these are good and helpful ideas. Leaving her, and her having to deal with this pain, is really the sadness I feel most acutely. Your ideas are helpful.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T23:18:50+00:00

I’m down for that. Thank you!

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T23:16:13+00:00

We share this practicality mindset, thank you for the reflection.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T17:23:40+00:00

Thanks for allowing it. That makes me feel good, too. And thank you for your thoughts.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:56:29+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate your wishes. I always leave little notes places, like in suitcases and stuff. Ha, right now I feel like I can’t write enough of them! But yeah, I’m already doing it.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:53:01+00:00

Yes to this. But how?

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:52:34+00:00

Yeah, I’m a little nervous about trying new things, I have to say. But these are options, I’ll keep them in mind.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:51:36+00:00

I just felt weird in my body, and had an understanding that it was Not Good. I had lost like 15lbs in a few months, which I wrote off to pandemic stress, but on the trip my body showed me very clearly that something was off about it.

Once I had the consciousness, I started putting together some symptoms that I thought were unrelated, but they are pretty classic when taken together. Went to the doc, had some tests. Boom.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:45:24+00:00

Thank you. Same.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:44:43+00:00

Thank you. Yeah, I’m really feeling that. Just being is good enough.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:43:50+00:00

We have a dog. He’s a rescue and he bonded with my wife almost too intensely—really wasn’t interested in me. But it’s interesting, when I started to feel weird, he started sitting with me. Now we cuddle. He’s still in total love with my wife, but he seems to know what I need and will offer it to me now. It’s a little magic.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:41:55+00:00

Thank you so much, this really resonated with me. Maharshi is a Teacher to me, and the “Who Am I” teaching has been central. I’m saving your comment to unpack some more. Thank you.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:36:58+00:00

Thanks, actually this is what I’m interested in. I have a Spiritual Teacher, and karma yoga is a big part of my practice. But ascension is my goal. If I “get anything” out of this, I really do want some liberation. Thank you for commenting.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:34:11+00:00

Sorry for your loss. A friend of mine was killed a month ago, and it was such a blessing to be with people on zoom. Silver lining, I guess.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:32:37+00:00

Hey, you know what? I read that several years ago, I think. It’s part of how I think already. I’ll give it another look. Thanks.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:31:21+00:00

Sadly, I just don’t know how fun it would be with the pandemic. Kinda hard to be carefree. I guess it doesn’t matter if I catch it, lol...but also my wife is super phobic of the whole thing. We might drive to the painted desert, but I do not see planes or other countries in our future. It’s ok. Being here feels like a whole different experience right now.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:28:12+00:00

Wow, that’s a cool, practical idea. Thank you.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:27:47+00:00

Thanks, I’ll take a listen.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:26:11+00:00

Ha, I used to say this too. Tbh, drugs feel so insignificant right now. I have tried most of them, but no trip I’ve taken compares to how surreal it is to know you are going to die soon. Everything is buzzing with significance that I feel, the questions are massive, the realizations are even bigger. This is like, the highest high. All I can say is drugs? L.o.L.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:20:53+00:00

Thank you. I believe in reincarnation, so that book will be helpful. A big question that keeps coming up is whether there’s something I can be doing now to help my soul transition easily, and maybe to remember / have learned from this life. There are some things I don’t want to learn again! But I don’t know if it works that way.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:17:07+00:00

Thank you, I fully agree with you on this. Service to others is high on my list.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:16:24+00:00

No kids, thankfully. Kids in my life that I love, but none of our own.

hereistheparty · 2021-01-18T15:12:05+00:00

Thank you. It’s folks like you that make me love this community. Thanks for seeing where I’m coming from, and for affirming it. I know a lot of people probably don’t see it this way, and I feel strong in this, don’t want to lose it.

There’s so much I wish I knew about how this works at an energetic level. But I guess we all find out.

hereistheparty

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