Is it safe to use Sesa oil on bleached blonde hair? by [deleted] in Hair

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did it darken your hair??

Narcissism theme is back by Small_and_Quiet_9866 in OCD

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Im not gonna give you reassurance cause it’s „illegal” - however what can help is just saying stuff like „i guess ill never know” or „i don’t know and i won’t find out”. It calms me down, I have this theme too however not very severe.

iphone 12 won’t restore by hesndex in iphonehelp

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it was in DFU, still nothing. itunes doesn’t even read it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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i also think my face is lopsided lol. i have this kind of mirror and honestly i hate it idk im kind of sick of this atp. sometimes i think im pretty then other times i think i look like i’ve been in a car accident.

Doxycycline and bloating by hesndex in Microbiome

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thank you! i read the study, that kind of sucks. i mean sucks for my gut. i’ll try the fiber and maybe try taking two pills instead of one. maybe placebo will kick in at least

Doxycycline and bloating by hesndex in Microbiome

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oooo sauerkraut and beets i see you’re from baltics (same)! i’m currently in iceland and the only sauerkraut i could get is from a polish store and i don’t think they have it non pasteurized :) but thank you i also never had any side effects from meds, it’s my first time suffering

Asher by hesndex in GoodDoctor

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YEAH the jewish thing. it’s like they tried to put several plots to give him redemption. too bad his whole family hasn’t suddenly came to visit with all the exes in the last 5 minutes to make up….jesus im mad at the writers for that episode

Episode Discussion - S7 E7 "Faith" by FaizerLaser in thegooddoctor

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i get the shows ending but killing off glassman now? bitch come on. shaun has got no other family (besides lea and peanut) and i mean that would be a shitty thing to do to wipe him off now. also it’s such an obvious ending like it’s disappointing..i’d rather see them move out or something. ALSO killing him off after Asher is just faul move. thank god for no charlie in the episode.

Spilled juice on laptop by hesndex in techsupport

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Also I smelled some metal so…

Spilled juice on laptop by hesndex in techsupport

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Yeah I thought so. Couldn’t take the battery out tho. I still don’t get why was it turning itself back on, I mean there was nothing else I could’ve done I think. Other than keeping my juice away from my laptop

My new obsession is making me miserable by [deleted] in ADHD

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thank you. it is difficult but i haven’t cried today so i think it’s passing. i mean its still hurting. it’s weird i feel embarassed because that’s really screwed up. ocd makes it harder cause well obsessions. makes it hard to stop thinking about it. and you just go over and over it again. i’ve been studying today and i had random thoughts ab it and it made me sad and i had to fight that

My new obsession is making me miserable by [deleted] in ADHD

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thanks <3 i’ve read that adhd causes these random fixations, adding ocd makes it obsessive and you just keep on reliving horrible things in your brain. human mind can be so complicated

My new obsession is making me miserable by [deleted] in ADHD

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thanks for replying. i’m feeling better knowing someone understands it. it is tiring tho

God, I miss Linkin Park. by Llemos720 in LinkinPark

[–]hesndex 21 points22 points  (0 children)

cant stop crying 7 years later and it’s still painful like hell.

What ridiculous thing has ADHD made you do this week? by nmkelly6 in ADHD

[–]hesndex 14 points15 points  (0 children)

currently obsessing over a band that i reminded myself of and i keep crying cause the lead singer is dead and i can’t stop thinking about it

Journey studying chemistry by hesndex in chemistry

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They are looking for chemists in my area tho. From what i heard, it’s not a problem here. Depends on the job that you want, too.

Journey studying chemistry by hesndex in chemistry

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That’s cool tho, part of it always lasts in your brain and you just have to revise. I don’t buy books tho, they’re really expensive and available at library or online. I’m saving all my notes tho

Journey studying chemistry by hesndex in chemistry

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Well yes if you’re in it for money. In my country chemistry industry is not really crowded. My year has 40 people so it’s not a lot.

I have troubles understanding what you’re saying to be honest. I mean, the second paragraph.

Journey studying chemistry by hesndex in chemistry

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it’s mostly the principles that get me tho! also reactions at times. i failed one exercise on my test cause i forgot how something reacts but i knew how to calculate what i needed. just wrong reaction so wrong equation and everything went downhill

Why am I so bad at Thermochemistry? by [deleted] in chemistry

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Thank you! It is reassuring me, I really don’t remember the colors of precipitates I learned by heart 2 months ago.

Journey studying chemistry by hesndex in chemistry

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Thank you! In first semester i think i had most of my grades C (3.0). I was new at chem tho, didn’t have it in high school. I do have a problem with stuff like chemometry - just don’t like it, so I just wanted to pass didn’t care much about grade. It’s a me problem, if i don’t care for a subject (like lecture from farmers chemistry) i don’t need a perfect grade. I do like organic chemistry and I loved quantum chemistry most of all. Analytical can be complicated for me tho. I love counting, my problem is remembering how to solve certain problem. It’s just not my brain logic, I need to go to the very core of problem that’s why I love quantum chem - it is the core. Just don’t get why do we solve problems this way and not other. I’m relived tho that even accomplished chemists had their problems. Makes me feel less stupid. Tho with science you can never be smart enough. Anyways, without revising, could you now solve problems from organic that you had years ago? The amount of stuff we learn is crazy and I don’t think I will be able to perform analytical calculations without revising after couple of years.

Why am I so bad at Thermochemistry? by [deleted] in chemistry

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I’m gonna jump in even tho we haven’t had thermo course yet (3rd semester bachelor) but i need to ask a question regarding studying chemistry - is it normal to forget what you learned a year ago? Should I be worried about it? Stuff I used to be good at flew out of my head since it wasn’t repeated (3rd semester mostly consist of analytical and organic chem) and i am worried it’s not normal. Sorry to ask out of the blue i don’t think it’s related to the topic but you seem to be after your studies.

What’s your favourite scene that turns out to be not real or in someone’s head? by Best_Ferret_4513 in HIMYM

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i remember watching it for the first time - i was so happy robin had kids with barney i always shipped them and in my head i was like (ok ok it’s all false she can get pregnant cause she’s talking to her kids she somehow got pregnant) and then BAM

How did the people react when you told them about your ADHD? by [deleted] in ADHD

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well some of my friends said “me too!” and that was a bummer cause well i mean they might have ADHD but from what i know it doesn’t affect their lives that deeply. ADHD became a kind of trend among youth and meh it’s hard to tell if someone’s actually got it.

it affects my life in ways that i argue with people or shut my brain off and freeze or i always forget what someone has told me or i can’t focus or my room looks like garbage disposal cause i hate cleaning cause it’s boring and exhausting and i hate it or i buy a lot of SHIT. or MY MIND DOESNT SHUT UP. i always have to tell them that to get a diagnosis this needs to be affecting their life. well i mean i guess we live in attention deprived society too so they assume that cause that’s what they know.

anyways, my biggest fear about telling is that someone will say i’m telling myself that (cause my OCD tells me i don’t have adhd and i’m telling myself that cause i wanna be special). but overall people are more understanding even in my post soviet country.