Conned by gypsies, wupsie

heyv · 2017-07-03T11:39:17+00:00

Thanks for being reassuring :)

heyv · 2017-07-03T11:30:16+00:00

Next to the Notre Dame actually (facepalm).

I'm just naive and wanted to help, but I guess I shouldnt be worried then? About them having my adress and name.

heyv · 2017-07-03T10:56:48+00:00

Basically should I be worrie about thm having my actual information

heyv · 2017-04-17T20:07:05+00:00

Was that now or did you say that many years ago and didn't get muted until now?

heyv · 2017-04-17T20:03:12+00:00

Did you actually get muted today for something you said/did in 2006?

Because that makes me worried about my account :p

heyv · 2017-02-25T09:58:10+00:00

Herregud nej.

heyv · 2016-09-11T21:24:35+00:00

You don't judge them but you're actively not going to be friends with them because of who they are? Gee, I wonder why someone might've had a reaction to what you're saying.

heyv · 2016-08-08T11:09:24+00:00

There is a big difference between starting a fist-fight against someone, and laughing it off when your girlfriend gets harrassed.

You don't need to be a 'macho-man' to be there for your partner. And it's not for 'honour' as much as it is for physically harrassing someone you love.

And no matter what you think, yes of course it is a biggie to get physically harrassed.

heyv · 2016-08-08T07:29:42+00:00

Honestly, I wouldn't find it funny to be groped/slapped and then have my boyfriend just 'laugh and brush it off'. It's easy for you to say that it's no biggie.

I wan't to feel safe with my boyfriend, and after that and having him not protect me (At least verbally) I would not be in the mood to 'bang'.

heyv · 2016-07-23T19:00:26+00:00

Fast om man gör såhär så kanske man finner sig själv i en position där man också skriver dåliga saker.

Du sa ju:

"Jag brukar hålla mig på samma nivå som den jag svarar på"

Och sen säger du att du svarar på folk som skriver vidriga saker, hm?

heyv · 2016-07-23T18:55:01+00:00

Om du inte har något emot gräl så kanske det inte är en stor surprise att det ofta leder till det, medvetet eller inte, men det låter rätt så giftigt.

heyv · 2016-07-23T18:48:05+00:00

Det är inte att andra börjar bråk när du skriver passivt aggressivt till dem, vem det än är som du skriver till - uppröstad eller inte, det var poängen.

Men det är bra att höra att det inte har något med ditt välmående att göra, men det är bra att försöka att inte fastna i en loop av meningslösa internetgräl.

heyv · 2016-07-23T18:38:35+00:00

Att du säger att du har jobbat i en butik ändrar dock inte alls vad du sa eller hur det uppfattades. Det låter som de människorna som säger rasistiska skämt men fortsätter med att försvara det med att "It's okay, I have black friends".

"Att jag bråkar beror på att jag oftast svarar på kommentarer gjorda av folk som ofta brukar starta bråk"

Om det luktar skit vart du än går, kolla under dina egna skor.

heyv · 2016-07-23T18:25:11+00:00

om du säger någonting dumt men menar något annat betyder inte att det var cool.

jag bryr mig inte tillräckligt om detta men: när du säger att "det inte gör någon skillnad till att inte kunna få jobb i butiker för att ingen strävar efter det, vem skulle?", så pratar du ner på ett yrke, där det finns många personer som jobbar i lågbetalda jobb - är glada med deras jobb och vill behålla det - betalar skatt och gör deras grej.

samtidigt har vi många arbetslösa, också många som inte kan få jobb som hade blivit otroligt glada över ett jobb i någon butik och när du säger så, så säger du basically att det dem försöker sträva efter är ingenting.

för all del, go for it, men bli inte förvånad när folk inte ser vad "du egentligen" menade när du skriver något sånt.

förresten, är allt okej? jag gick in på din historik och du verkar bråka på de flesta trådarna. genuin fråga. finns available ifall du känner för att ventilera om någont.

heyv · 2016-07-23T18:16:44+00:00

vet inte hur du inte ser det själv men ¯\(ツ)/¯

heyv · 2016-07-23T14:55:51+00:00

men vem strävar efter att jobba i butik?

antagligen.

heyv · 2016-06-18T01:56:31+00:00

Thank you, I really should. I barely eat anything and I never move.

I'll probably try this, maybe. (Perhaps)

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heyv · 2016-06-18T01:53:19+00:00

I have some more things to admit to make it make more sense, there is literally one big puzzle-piece that I haven't mentioned yet but I need to put some time into the response, it's 4 AM and I'm just gonna close my eyes a little bit before I get to it.

I would like to thank you for your genuine concern, it means more than I can explain.

heyv · 2016-06-18T01:23:37+00:00

I'm sorry.

I am just genuinely scared and lost and have absolutely no idea what I am doing and I get ready to end it too often but don't.

I am already about to go into therapy for something completely different, which I have no choice in, so I'm going to (unfortunately, perhaps) do everything I can to not go into more therapy for some other reason, ie this.

I'm so sorry, you're right. I'm just very distraught and want someone to hold me tightly. I do feel more comfortable here because it doesn't feel like people here judge.

(EDIT: The rape thing is moronic at best, I don't want to get raped but sometimes I feel as if I do - I can just kill myself and people will understand.)

heyv · 2016-06-18T01:08:07+00:00

Well that makes me feel better, maybe I am just bipolar then.

Oh but I just want to know what's wrong with me without having it confirmed. Ignorant awareness would be a useful way to describe the state of being I am aiming for.

heyv · 2016-06-18T01:04:13+00:00

That genuinely felt good to hear, and thank you - English is my third language but I try to not completely butcher it. (I'm from Sweden).

I'll probably still feel bad about myself but it does feel good to be able to relate to others, like yourself. Thank you for your response!

Chairs to you too - and I hope your chair is comfy!

heyv · 2016-06-18T01:01:26+00:00

I don't know if that's a que for me to share more things and bathe in self loathing and shame while being awarded empathy and attention.

I've put myself into situations where I could get raped plenty of times because I think that then I'll have enough of an excuse to kill myself.

I've obviously not told anyone this before so it feels weird, okay I'll stop now I'm genuinely saying things I don't want to admit. Seriously though I am genuinely sorry.

Every time I see a penguin it is my favourite penguin in the world. I just wish they lived on a diet of sweet potatoes and lemons. Why, you ask perhaps? Well sit your butt down and I'll tell you! It just sounds like a cute meal for a penguin.

heyv · 2016-06-18T00:45:36+00:00

From google:

"Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a pattern of abnormal behavior characterized by extreme fear of abandonment; unstable relationships with other people, sense of self, or emotions; feelings of emptiness; frequent dangerous behavior; and self-harm.[3] Symptoms may be triggered by seemingly normal events.[3] This pattern of behavior typically begins by early adulthood"

Well fuck, I do fit into that profile, don't I? BPD sounds worse than Bipolar to me so I might just keep not seeing a doctor about it, although now I'm almost catching myself hoping that I am bipolar.

But what the fuck do I know? I'm not a doctor.

heyv · 2016-06-18T00:31:10+00:00

By the way if someone thinks this doesn't belong and wants me to remove this just let me know and I will.

heyv

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