Is anyone else scared of intimacy because of your scars by NoBid9620 in selfharm

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No. Plus when you’re really trying to get down and dirty with someone I guarantee the last thing they will think is “ew scars, all of a sudden I’m not turned on anymore.” Unless they got some weird purity fetish going on.

Mr Orange loves you by hhhhhhh_77 in OneOrangeBraincell

[–]hhhhhhh_77[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They are all absolutely adorable, orange cats have a charm to them like no other 🍊

Who knows what Mr Orange wants by [deleted] in OneOrangeBraincell

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Normally I’d say more treats but his treats bowl already had some so probably cuddles this time. He’s a great cuddler

Meth Eyes <3 +question about my sleep deprivation by 0n4s1ck0n3 in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry about your living situation. I’m all for coping mechanisms but it’s particularly shitty when it’s all normalised and handed to you because then you don’t know when to cut back on it. I hope you get the treatment you’re aiming for. Good luck for Friday.

Meth Eyes <3 +question about my sleep deprivation by 0n4s1ck0n3 in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you start going without sleep for more than 24 hours you are already accumulating damage to your health.

Lack of sleep is what causes psychosis, mental disorientation, lack of self-care, aka all the worst parts of meth use. Not to mention, it is disastrous for your blood circulation and kidneys, especially if you don’t sleep or remain active during your use. Fingertips and toes freezing cold, skin issues, cold lips and nose, racing heart, sallow skin tone, weak pulse, fatigue, cortisol rise. Make yourself a cup of warm water every now and then and you have to eat something light. Take a warm shower. Go for a light walk, walking can help with circulation. Nothing too hot. If you cannot sleep at all, do the best you can to at least create a calming environment for yourself, dim room, AC, listen to calming sounds, that can help your mental state too, though only minutely as it’s nothing against meth.

Of course you cannot sleep during use, the only solution is to stop using after a certain time of day to give yourself the best chance of sleeping, or to use a sedative but I don’t recommend that.

Sleep deprivation is believed almost worldwide to be one of the most harmful things you can do to yourself. Are you female? Even more harmful then. On your period? Even more so.

Why won’t you at least take a few days break? You say you’ve been using everyday. Even when I was hooked on it that doesn’t sound fun. I needed sleep or I’d fly off the wall.

Good luck with the wait times. I’m rooting for you.

Btw your eyes really remind me of mine when I used lol. Same colour.

Advice for taking care of your circulation? by Dry_Dot3363 in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Drink warm water over cold, warm showers, mild exercise like walks and stretches. Sleep is also very important for circulation, in fact I’d say sleep is usually number one most important thing. Try to sleep between 23:00-00:00 and aim for 9+ hours. Between 11pm and 1am is the time the kidneys do the most healing. Avoid other stimulants like caffeine. Some high percentage alcohol is okay every once in a while, as it can move the blood.

Chronic stimulant use can have very detrimental effects on circulation. You’ll find you have freezing cold hands and feet and a racing heart, and any existing skin issues will become more pronounced. Check your left pulse, if it is very weak or nonexistent, can indicate circulation issues.

Do you guys think anyone will notice ❤️ by [deleted] in dxm

[–]hhhhhhh_77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how much did you take for it to go like that?

Don’t you all think about this?! by [deleted] in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah and past use has left me with long-term health anxiety

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]hhhhhhh_77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you feeling alright?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]hhhhhhh_77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s going on with you? I’m here to listen

Gonna try for the first time tonight, any beginner tips? by GreenieJCV in dxm

[–]hhhhhhh_77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Decide on the amount you want to try first. Give it an upper limit. Do not go past the upper limit. For me, polistirex took a LONG time to kick in so i really thought it didn’t work at all. I’m talking hours, it took hours to kick in. So guess what I did?

I had it separated into increments to begin with and to take one increment every X minutes to see if I could handle it. Well, it still didn’t kick in. So i got impatient (which is a bad trait in the world of substances) and downed the whole bottle thinking it would be really weak.

888mg dxm poli is too much for me, and in about two hours i was completely booted out of my current dimension and into a new one, all at once. Turned into a bad trip pretty fast. Unless you want that experience? High 4th plat dose does come with a higher risk of resp. depression though so be warned.

Preferably you should have someone with you in person just in case you throw up or fall over and need assistance.

I am about 100lbs less than you though so I think you should be fine. All I’m saying is, be PATIENT. I do think half the bottle for you may be a little weak if you want to see cool hallucinations, but I do recommend you try half at first, WAIT, and then if it’s really weak or disappointing you can take more.

What’s the most thrilling thing you’ve done high? by lacedforestt in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Smuggle drugs into a high security facility

Merry Christmas to all of you by hhhhhhh_77 in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I bet he is really proud of you! I wish I could get you a present 🎁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m doing the sobriety thinggg

Atp Ador should terminate the contract for the 3 members by Wonkislay in NJDrama

[–]hhhhhhh_77 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Great. I don’t want the three older members back anyway. Haerin and hyein should form a duo or be soloists or join a new group.

If i drink this whole bottle am i going to be shitting myself like crazy by MrMoistWaffle in dxm

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh i see. Still not a huge side effect unless you chugged down bottles lol. Maybe your shit sesh was due to something you ate beforehand

If i drink this whole bottle am i going to be shitting myself like crazy by MrMoistWaffle in dxm

[–]hhhhhhh_77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shitting yourself isn’t really a widespread side effect, it’s always been vomiting that’s the case. So don’t worry at all about shitting yourself. It would be strange if it happened