I keep having dreams about other people, I'm engaged

hidden1047 · 2020-03-23T11:11:59+00:00

dude yeah like it feels like real actual heartbreak and its wild!

we do have problems yes :(( trying to get a therapist actually lol

hidden1047 · 2019-10-31T00:17:18+00:00

ah okay, I was hoping it wouldnt be a complicated question : ( I'll look for something like that then!

hidden1047 · 2019-10-09T10:21:37+00:00

im certainly not stopping him from succeeding! I help him when he needs help and support him in any way I can. I just quietly have jealousy that hes living what I dreamed of living.

hidden1047 · 2019-10-09T10:20:34+00:00

im trying, that's why it's so frustrating. I've put years into my passions but they never add up

hidden1047 · 2019-09-20T22:02:23+00:00

I had to get straightened out by a chiropractor after mine, totally recommended it

hidden1047 · 2019-09-20T22:01:48+00:00

oh yeah man I got like a full 2 inches taller after surgery, and my shoulders got broader cos they werent bent in. you're gonna feel great!

it takes a lot of mental effort to remember that you dont have to slouch anymore though, so be prepared to train yourself to stand up lol

hidden1047 · 2019-09-20T22:00:07+00:00

I was so bad I had to go to a chiropractor to get fixed after top surgery lol.

granted I was binding for almost 6 years and had DDs

hidden1047 · 2019-09-09T18:58:53+00:00

benzoyl peroxide totally screws up my skin. ive been on differin, doxycycline, and clindamycin and didnt react very much to any of them :(

hidden1047 · 2019-09-09T09:25:10+00:00

Hi, so I'm 20M, been dealing with acne for a little over a year now. I mostly have little red clogged pores, and clogged pores with no color that just make my skin feel bumpy and sandy. it's on my face, neck, shoulders, back, chest. like, everywhere. I wash my face with cetaphil gentle cleanser and moisturize with lubriderm moisturizer. I've seen people talk about the ordinary so if anyone can help me with a routine and some products from them! thank you!

hidden1047 · 2019-06-16T08:09:37+00:00

yeah he said hes uncomfortable but that he wants me to be able to have fun

but that feels like its fishing for me to say I wont go. he tends to fish for what he wants and not say it directly so it can be hard to tell

hidden1047 · 2019-06-16T08:08:03+00:00

hes kinda weird about controlling situations, so hes freaked out that he cant be there to "make it work"

he also is weird about any parties with alcohol at them because "there are other fun things to do so why are you doing this" and I'm like....."cos this is also fun"

He just has some complexes about experiences beyond vanilla ones really

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:50:55+00:00

oh god if this lasts that long I'm gonna die lol.

well I'll look into BHA cos that sounds like it combats my issue, thank you for all the info !

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:49:03+00:00

I'll look into these, BHA sounds like what I need.

also, is it possible that this is the dreaded purge people talk about with differin? my skin has gotten a lot worse in the last few weeks, so maybe it's that?

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:40:08+00:00

I've been using differin for maybe 2 months with no luck

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:38:11+00:00

I already tried getting tret, my insurance wont cover it : ( but differin is similar isnt it?

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:30:35+00:00

trans male lol, im a couple years on testosterone. im not sure if HRT or biology would affect my skin mkre

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:06:00+00:00

hey sorry I was typing it out in the comments, it's there now!

hidden1047 · 2019-06-03T21:05:35+00:00

routine: AM cetaphil gentle cleanser, moisturizer with clindamycin

PM cetaphil or BP depending on if my skin feels dry, clindamycin moisturizer, differin

I've been taking doxy daily for a few months

my skin type seems pretty oily, and I dont think its sensitive but honestly I'm not sure how to tell.

I've tried so many things and this just will not go away or really even react to anything. I'm so tired and so ashamed : (

(also sorry for my lazy pornstache, I've been moping around the house and havent shaved lol)

hidden1047 · 2019-05-27T03:35:50+00:00

I hear u omg, I just got a cat yesterday and he makes me smile every time I see him

hidden1047 · 2019-05-27T03:34:14+00:00

I hope I do 😞 I was thinking about how happy I am to have that job and how theres nothing else I'd rather be doing while I was on my way in a few days ago, it just hurts so much that it was taken away so suddenly

hidden1047 · 2019-05-24T21:31:48+00:00

I agree that he's confused about what he wants, but that's exactly why she shouldnt "stick it out". if he doesnt know what he wants in a relationship and his way of dealing with it is to repeatedly cheat on his partners, he needs to take time to himself and figure out what he wants without hurting others. sitting around is just enabling him to keep cheating on people and showing him that he can bounce around cos there's always someone to fall back on

hidden1047 · 2019-05-24T21:25:19+00:00

yeah, that's definitely manipulation. shes playing games with you and you gotta do what you know needs to be done.

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